the great disappointment

I can remember a place I used to go.
我還記得曾經流連之處
Chrysanthemums of white,
白色的菊花遍野
they seemed so beautiful.
它們看著如此美麗
I can remember.
我還記得
I searched for the amaranth.
我著尋覓著紅莧（不凋花）
Id shut my eyes to see.
我會閉上眼… 去看
Oh, how I smiled then,
噢！我那時是如何地微笑
so near the cherished ones.
以為所珍視的近在咫尺
I knew they would appear…
我本以他們會浮現…
saw not a single one.
眼前卻空蕩無物
Oh, how I smiled then,
噢！我那時是如何地微笑
waiting so patiently.
如此耐心地等待
Id make a wish and bleed.
我會許下願言以血為祭
While I waited ,
在等待中
I waswasting away.
我漸漸消逝
While I waited,
在等待中
I waswasting away.
我漸漸消逝
I can remember...
我還記得
dreamt them so vividly
夢裡他們栩栩如生
Soft creatures draped in white,
輕柔的生靈著白衣
light kisses gracing me
一個個輕吻讓我煥發光彩
I can remember when I first realized
我還記得那一刻我初次明白
Dreams were the only place to see them
相見終歸只在夢境
While I waited
在等待中
I was wasting away
我漸漸消逝
While I waited
在等待中
I was wasting away
我漸漸消逝
While I waited
在等待中
I was wasting away
我漸漸消逝
Hope was wasting away
希望消逝
Faith was wasting away
信念消逝
I was wasting away
而我已然消逝
I never, never wanted this
我從未從未料想至此
I always wanted to believe
我總是想要去相信
I never, never wanted this
我從未從未料想至此
How could I have become?
我怎淪落至此
I never, never wanted this
我從未從未料想至此
But from the start Id been deceived
但從始我已見欺
I never, never wanted this
我從未從未料想至此
How could I have become?
我怎淪落至此
I never, never wanted this
我從未從未料想至此
I always wanted to believe
我總是想要去相信
I never, never wanted this
我從未從未料想至此
I never, never wanted this
我從未從未料想至此
But from the start Id been deceived
但從始我已見欺
I never, never wanted this
我從未從未料想至此
Inside a crumbling effigy
在崩倒的石像中
But you promised
但你曾承諾
So dies all innocence
而隕滅所有的純真
But you promised…
但你承諾過
me
我
While I waited
在等待中
I was wasting away
我漸漸消逝
While I waited
在等待中
I was wasting away
我漸漸消逝
While I waited
在等待中
I was wasting away
我漸漸消逝
Hope was wasting away
希望消逝
Faith was wasting away
信念消逝
I was wasting away
而我已然消逝