My Attic

My attic is full of pages, full of crazy
我的閣樓散落著稿紙 與瘋狂的念想
Cluttered spaces that you could not cross
雜亂無張到讓你無法向我挪移
My attic is full of bones and full of hopeless
我的閣樓裡滿是骸骨 與深深的絕望
Young emotions that just wont grow up
年少時的執念不願成長的感情

I keep hiding the keys in all these
我不斷尋找著藏匿鑰匙的最佳地點
Places even I cant find
甚至連我都找不到的地方
Hoping, one day, youll find them all
希冀著有一天 你能夠集齊打開每一把鎖的答案
And I wanna let you see inside my attic
並帶領你一起參觀我的閣樓深處

Inside this olive skin are paper thin
在這橄欖色紙張般薄如蟬翼的屋頂下
Illusions that Im tougher than I am
總會誤認為自己已經比以往更堅強
And Im guarded, castle walls from all the falls
四面高牆便是抵禦坍塌的內心城堡
And break up calls and never should have beens
都是由那些離別的痛楚與悔恨砌成

But dont go pushing too hard
但求求你不要對我太過苛刻
Im not so easy to manipulate
我的心靈沒有那麼容易操縱
I will give you all of my secrets
我會將所有的秘密都與你相告
If you promise you can brave my attic
只要你敢於直面我滿載往事的閣樓

And I swear, not tryna be vindictive
我對天發誓 我並非想極力掩飾什麼
Im just terrified that you might see me different
只是感到驚恐你今後看我的眼神會不再如前
Youll change your mind, tell me that Im crazy
你會改變心意 告訴我是我已理智盡失
Tell me that Im okay, tell me that youll stay
告訴我一切都沒有事告訴我你會為我留下

Cause my attic is silver plans and one night stands
我的閣樓堆滿了夭殤藍圖與一夜之情
That numbers cant begin to calculate
至於數目連我都難以估算
My attic is up the stairs and waiting there
我的閣樓 在那樓梯的盡頭等待著你
Are lonely nights, they keep me wide awake
漫漫黑夜中是它的存在讓我保持清醒

I keep hiding the keys in all these
我不斷尋找著藏匿鑰匙的最佳地點
Places even I cant find
甚至連我都找不到的地方
Hoping, one day , youll find them all
希冀著有一天 你能夠集齊打開每一把鎖的答案
Cause I wanna let you see inside my attic
並帶領你一起參觀我的閣樓深處

My attic, my attic, my attic
那間閣樓滿載著我的秘密與年少輕狂