Make It Up As I Go

I keep on running backwards, I keep on losing faith
一門心思向後跑，逐漸地迷失自我
I thought I had the answers, I thought I knew the way
我覺得我找到了答案，我覺得我找到了自己的路
My brother said be patient, my mother held my hand
哥哥說別太著急，媽媽牽著我的手
I dont know what Im chasing, I dont know who I am
我是誰？我在追逐什麼？
Woke up this morning holding my head
早起托腮思考人生
Thinking last night is one of regret
昨晚只剩下遺憾
Washing off the bad decisions, the blurry vision
從錯誤的決定中吸取教訓
The clues that Im still a mess
擦亮了自己的眼睛
Spitting out the taste I have in my mouth
才發覺我又搞砸了
Knowing what this all is really about
感受不到酸甜苦辣
Knowing theres an explanation, an expiration
原來生活就是這樣
I gotta figure **** out
我明白了一個道理
And theyre asking me if I can see the darkness down below
結束需要一種解釋去宣告
And I know its true, I say I do, and half the time I dont
他們問我能否看見黑暗的降臨
Maybe I cant make what it may take to leave this thing behind
我知道我能，可我閃爍其詞，對錯參半。
But I shut my eyes and cross each line and every time
可能我無法做到離開生活
I keep on running backwards, I keep on losing faith
但我閉上眼睛，穿過界限
I thought I had the answers, I thought I knew the way
每次我都一門心思向後跑，逐漸地迷失自我
My brother said be patient, my mother held my hand
我覺得我找到了答案，我覺得我找到了自己的路
I dont know what Im chasing, I dont know who I am
哥哥說別太著急，媽媽牽著我的手
Waking in the dead of night, I cant sleep
我是誰？我在追逐什麼？
Sleeping in the light of day for like weeks
走在沉寂的夜裡，我無法入睡
Reality was out of focus, I could be hopeless
睡在明媚的白天，安穩的像是睡了一周
Instead I gritted my teeth
我感到無望因而不去關注現實
I didnt have the patience left to explain
咬緊牙關
Didnt wanna wait while nobody came
我沒有耐心去解釋
I know the path aheads uneven
不願無謂地等待
But while Im breathing
眼前的路參差不齊
I have to make my own lane
在我呼吸的時候
And theyre asking me if I can see the darkness down below
我必須創造屬於自己的路
And I know its true, I say I do, and half the time I dont
他們問我能否看見黑暗的降臨
Maybe I cant make what it may take to leave this thing behind
我知道我能，可我閃爍其詞，對錯參半
But I shut my eyes and cross each line and every time
可能我無法做到離開生活
I keep on running backwards, I keep on losing faith
但我閉上眼睛，穿過界限
I thought I had the answers, I thought I knew the way
每次我都一門心思向後跑，逐漸地迷失自我
My brother said be patient, my mother held my hand
我覺得我找到了答案，我覺得我找到了自己的路
I dont know what Im chasing, I dont know who I am
哥哥說別太著急，媽媽牽著我的手
So I make it up as I go, ooh-oh, ooh-oh
我是誰？我在追逐什麼？
I make it up as I go, ooh-oh, ooh-oh
所以在我前進的時候，我不計前嫌
So I make it up as I go, ooh-oh, oh-oh
在我前進的時候，我不計前嫌
I make it up as I go, as I go
所以在我前進的時候，我無所畏懼
Keep on running backwards, I keep on losing faith
在我尋找路途的時候，我無所畏懼
I thought I had the answers, I thought I knew the way
一直向後跑，逐漸地迷失自我
My brother said be patient, my mother held my hand
我覺得我找到了答案，我覺得我找到了自己的路
I dont know what Im chasing, I dont know who I am
哥哥說別太著急，媽媽牽著我的手
So I make it up as I go, ooh-oh, ooh-oh
我是誰？我在追逐什麼？
I make it up as I go, ooh-oh, ooh-oh
所以在我前進的時候，我不計前嫌
So I make it up as I go, ooh-oh, oh-oh
在我前進的時候，我不計前嫌
I make it up as I go, as I go
在我前進的時候，我無所畏懼