Don't Make Me

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Top down with the fresh cut
With A. Baker (Anita Baker) through the speakers, Best Of
A crisp white tee, Im still feelin dressed up
Everythin else healthy, dont get me messed up
A good pair of shades on, you gon always see me in disguise
Not for style, I dont want you to seein my eyes
But for now, tell God hurry my plans
Cause I just had to bury my man
Us two was on some brother ****
But if I learned anythin,
if you take life for granted itll grant you some other ****
I know I cant be the only one troubled with
I talk bout hard **** like I discovered it
Thought I had enough of it, still wont cut a wrist
I just wrote the book, he published it
Simply read holdin back the years
Cause when I strayed,
it looked like he holdin back some tears, he sayin
Sometimes I feel like its a ghost behind me
Nudge in my back, got the toast behind me
Clockin my every move, takin notes behind me
Crowd laughin, there must be a Roast behind me
But the boy wont bend
Though the road to the riches is startin to look like it dont end
Im on 9-5 speedin, truly love it
No idea where Im goin, thats the beauty of it
But still Im here waitin on a sign
Or a F.Y.I. to be notified, cause (WHY)
Do it matter what he got it store for ****** if they too broke to buy
I know I want heart, my back carryin some tons yall
From the devils bedroom on to his front yard
Pop up in the backseat and keys the chauffeur
Let em know before I hop out with him on my shoulder, I said
Wouldnt be smart to tangle wit ya guardian angel
Not when they got a strangle from every angle, head to ankles
Get mangled, so I dont got ****
My eyes everywhere, on my Stuart Scott ****
Tryin to be fly every second that the clock tick
But theres a suicide bomber in the cockpit
See my intent is to be content
But thats contingent off fly hoes usin ??
Since mama concieved me
Me and dude been stuck in a melee
Hes tellin me I gotta ball like Beasely
But I could give a **** how a ***** percieves me
So until God retrieves me
Im followin behind the ***** that misleads me
If need be, bounce from where he tryin to keep me
But everytime I try he tells me that he needs me