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Tell my mother Im sorry, I never meant to hurt her
& Even when I did I never meant to take it further
Tell my father I love him, dot dot excetera
He used to give me advice like a plethora
I tried to find myself but I was your replica
I mean I only tried to be what you never was
Tell my older brother Im bad at being a brother
I know I never told you just how highly I think of ya
Tell my grandmother she always been a friend to me
I would have visited more if I wasnt into me
Tell Trey I think his mother is an asshole
When you get older you might understand how that gos
Tell the hood I left, not for greed or wealth
I did it for my own sanity & keep my health
I tried to bring a few with me, hoping we could cash in
But all they said is that I aint do it in a timely fa*****on
Tell... music she saved me when *****t was adverse
My first love I give my life so she can have hers
Tell my friends, each one, they taught me how to be one
I owe them part of everything Ive become
Tell fame I aint want it, nah Ill keep it a hunnid
I try my best to go and get it but the ***** fronted
SO! I lie dormant, living through torment
Tell cops Ive got warrents I dont warrent
Tell the therapist 'look I never thought Id get here'
Somebody ask love why she aint wanna live here
So in its place is a lot of pride
Anybody thinking they know me, I apologize
Grandpa is eighty plus still being strong
Tell the fake *****s 'keep on keeping on'
Faithfully tell anybody who hated me
Hastily, all it ever did was motivated me
They say Im difficult, so to put it simply
Tell the world I never cared it was against me
Tell god to be there in case I fall
Tell fans I never gyped em I always gave them my all
Tell my girl she put me through it
But if I had to go through it with anybody Im thankful its her
Tell every member of my family
For too long I hid behind my own insanity & got me caught up
& then Somebody tell currency I chased him to the death
I thought Id catch the **** * until I ran out of breath
Tell my bruises 'Im fine, Im good, I normally heal quick'
Tell the rain come down, I need to feeeeel it
I told a ***** give me a hand but he wouldnt
I kept telling myself I cant until I couldnt
If *****s wanna kill me tell em I already died
Tell anybody that will listen I tried
Til the water ran dry
Tell the water to get the ***** out my eyes
Tell the crust it tastes great but I much rather the pie
Ask success what I got to do to succeed
Then tell my twin brothers I look at em like my seeds
Yall will be the mouths I feed
If a ***** ever tell me how to rid myself of some of this greed
I tell them that Im grown, really I aint finish growing
Look, tell failure I aint wanna get to know him
Tell the stick up kids to come and get me
Tell the stereotypes, look I tried them * ****ts on...they didnt fit me
Tell whoever I wronged I apologize
& Tell me though its bumps in the road, still I gotta ride
They tell me I got a lot of pride
I tell them how the ***** you gon tell me what I got inside
Then they wanna lecture a *****
Tell me life is what you make it
That when I tell them I beg to differ