I'm Not Okay (I Promise)

well if you wanted honesty,
如果你想以誠相待
that's all you had to say.
那麼請你也推心置腹
i never want to let you down or have you go,
我從未想令你失望抑或離開
it's better off this way.
或許這樣也好
for all the dirty looks,
曾經那些不堪的模樣
the photographs your boyfriend took,
還有那些你男友拍下的照片
remember when you broke your foot
還記得那次你從二樓跳下
from jumping out the second floor?
弄傷腿嗎

我感覺很糟糕
i'm not okay.
我感覺很糟糕
i'm not okay.
我感覺很糟糕
i 'm not okay.
你讓我如此疲憊不堪
you wear me out.
不知該用什麼來向你表明

生命並非如你所見
what will it take to show you
我感覺很糟糕
that it's not the life it seems?
我曾無數遍的告訴著你
(i'm not okay)
你根本不明了你所歌唱的含義
i told you time and time again you sing the words
不過是為了取樂或是炫耀
but still don't know what they mean
又一個沒有鉤的魚線
to be a joke and look
我與你緊緊相擁就如同這是最後的一次震撼
another line without a hook
好好想想我說的話!
i held you close as we both shook for the last time
我糟透了
take a good hard look!
我糟透了

我糟透了
i' m not okay.
你讓我精疲力竭
i'm not okay.
忘了那些不堪的模樣吧
i'm not okay.
比如你男友拍的那些照片
you wear me out.
你說你像讀一本書般品讀我

只是書頁都已殘缺不全
forget about the dirty looks
我感覺很好
the photographs your boyfriend took?
我感覺很好
you said you read me like a book,
我現在真的很好
with the pages all torn and frayed
我現在真的很好

但你真該聽聽我的話
i'm okay.
因為我告訴你的都是事實
i'm okay!
我是認真的
i'm okay, now
我很好!
(i'm okay, now)
相信我吧

我感覺很糟蹋
but you really need to listen to me
我很糟糕
because i'm telling you the truth
是的，我很糟糕
i mean it
我的糟糕透了
i 'm okay!
我感覺糟極了
(trust me.)
糟糕透了

i'm not okay
i'm not okay
well i'm not okay
i'm not ******* okay
(i'm not okay)
i'm not okay(okay)