wooden home (one take)

After all this Ill say
到頭來
Theres always more time
我還有時間
Theres always tomorrow
我也還有明天
Cause I cant be honest with myself
畢竟我無法對自己坦誠相待
And I hope youll forgive me
希望你能原諒我
Im trying my best
我在盡力了
To be what I want to be
我想做個自己想做的那種人
Say whats on my mind
說自己想表達的
Be a better man
當個更好的人
** **ing learn to socialize
學會與別人相處
But I wont
可惜這一切都只是幻想
Maybe one day
但也許在以後的某一天，才會實現
Just as long as I stay awake
只要我還活著
Just as long as I wake up
只要我還能醒來
Just as long as I leave my bed
只要我還能離開我的床
But youre the only one who kept me together
只有你才是那個能讓我不失去信心的人
And Id be lying if I said I was fine
如果我說我過得很好，那我就是在說謊
You dont have to call back
你也沒必要再打給我電話了
Just thought that I would try
我只是想再試試這種感覺
Cause I still feel your presence
因為我仍然能感覺到你
Flowing through my veins
在我的血管裡流動
I can only blame so much
可我卻只能怪罪於
On my ****ed up brain
我一團亂麻的大腦
And the pills that Ive been taking
那些我一直在服用的藥物
Just accentuate the pain
只會加劇我的疼痛
So Ill build my own wooden home
所以我只好造個木屋
To rest my frail frame
讓自己脆弱的身軀，得以喘息
I can still feel your presence
我仍然能感覺到你
Flowing through my veins
在我的血管裡流動
I can only blame so much
可我卻只能怪罪於
On my ****ed up brain
我一團亂麻的大腦
And the pills that Ive been taking
那些我一直在服用的藥物
Just accentuate the pain
只會加劇我的疼痛
So Ill build my own wooden home
所以我只好造個木屋
To rest my frail frame
讓自己脆弱的身軀，得以喘息
I felt the coldwind in Minnesota
仍能感受到明尼蘇達的冷風，在輕撫
Felt that old heat in Arizona
還有亞利桑那州的熱浪
Ive seen the barrenness of Oklahoma
我也去過荒涼的俄克拉荷馬州
Ive been to Little Rock, down to Kansas
從小石城，一直到堪薩斯
Seen the pretty folk in Los Angeles
還在洛杉磯聽過很美的民謠
But I always knew that Id come home
但我一直都知道，我的目的地只有家
So I can drive around the Rotary
所以我一邊開著車
Listening to Owen
一邊聽著Owen
Wishing I was someone
真希望我還是以前的自己
Spending time with anyone
還能和最熟悉的陌生人在一起
And when we leave this Earth
但是，當我們離開這個世界時
What will we have
我們能證明我們存在過嗎
A couple laughs and a couple fights
無非就是幾句歡聲，幾句爭吵
But youre the only one who kept me together
但只有你才是那個能讓我不失去信心的人
And Id be lying if I said I was fine
如果我說我過得很好，那我就是在說反話
You dont have to call back
你也沒必要再打給我電話了
Just thought that I would try
我只是想再試試這種感覺
Cause I still feel your presence
因為我仍能感受到你
Flowing through my veins
在我的血管裡流動
I can only blame so much
可我卻只能怪罪於
On my ****ed up brain
我一團亂麻的大腦
And the pills that Ive been taking
而那些我一直在服用的藥物
Just accentuate the pain
只會加劇我的疼痛
So Ill build my own wooden home
所以我只好造個木屋
To rest my frail frame
讓自己脆弱的身軀，得以喘息
I can still feel your presence
我仍能感受到你
Flowing through my veins
在我的血管裡流動
I can only blame so much
而我卻只能怪罪於
On my ****ed up brain
我一團亂麻的大腦
And the pills that Ive been taking
並且那些我一直在服用的藥物
Just accentuate the pain
只會加劇我的疼痛
So Ill build my own wooden home
所以我只好躲起來
To rest my frail frame
讓我那脆弱的身軀，得以喘息