Underneath 暗流

I know what you're thinking
啊哈，我知道你在想什麼
And you are wrong
但你錯了
I'm not gonna sing you a song
我不會為你唱歌
This time
這一次
I'm gonna open myself and let you see
我要敞開胸懷，讓你看看
What's inside of me
我的內在
I'm in my war
我在戰鬥
It's a battelfield of choice
一個抉擇的戰場
A war that nobody sees
沒有人看得到
Only me
除了我
Nobody wins in this war
沒人能在戰爭中獲勝
They can only choose
他們只能選擇
Only lose
只能迷失
It's a choice between your body and heart
這是軀體和心靈之間的選擇
You win your body and lose your heart
你贏了軀體及輸掉心靈
Or you win your heart and lose your body
或者贏了心靈輸掉軀體
People ask me all these questions
人們問我這樣那樣的問題
My anger my hatred
我的憤怒，我的仇恨
Where do they come from
它們來自哪裡
They come from me
它們來自我自己
They come from my heart
它們來自我的心底
I guess I'm weird
我想我有些不可思議
Cause I can see all people, their fears and their desires
因為我可以看見人們內心的恐懼和慾望
I tried not to believe in this
我試著不去相信這些
But they keep following me
但它們一直糾纏著我
Whenever I go
無論我走到哪裡
So here I am
現在，我就在這裡
My if's in my hurts
你們看見了我的傷痕
There's a silvered knife clutched in my back
有一把銀刀從背後刺進我的身體
See, there's a silvered knife in my back.
看，我的背上插著一把銀色的刀
[03:09.21]Underneath Underneath
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[03 :15.25]What you see
在水面之下，你看見了什麼
[03:18.33]underneath
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[03:21.57]Underneath Underneath
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[ 03:27.82]Can't you see
你看不見麼
[03:31.06]It's hard to pray
那裡讓人窒息
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有時我畫畫
Sometiome I draw
但是畫像毫無生趣
But the portrait has no culture
萬物靜止
I'm not be in moves
唯有火焰中的鬼魂
Only ghosts in the flame
希望一場大雨把我喚醒
Wish the rain could wake me up
而後我會隨她而去
And I'd go with her
隨她遊蕩
Stroll with her
外面的世界空無一物
I see nothing outside
這是個無人問津的地方
it's a place that nobody comes
所以，所有這些我享受著
All this liberty I enjoy
卻也因此痛苦著的自由
And that I suffered from
就好像
It's like
你敢說你了解我
“if you dare to say you know me”
就好像，對我來說你們早已死去
It's like “ you all dare” to me
我用了整整28年
All these 28 years I've spent
來尋找自己
I'm looking for myself
人們覺得我瘋了
People think I'm greedy
我一直在做普通人不去做的事
I've always been doing things that people don't do.
為什麼？我不知道
What? I don't know
我也不理解我自己
I don't understand myself
我覺得內心深處
I think deep in my mind
我恨我自己
I hate myself,
但沒關係
but never mind.
我將學會遺忘
I guess I'll just mean to forget
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