numb

Ive been in a daze
It seems like days that Ive been waiting
For this dream to pass
It goes so fast
It seems nothing lasts
I think Ive lost something
Stuck here with these people
While you wake I crush our bodies in one space
I feel your heart blood from my tongue
I wonder where youve gone
And the ever turning, spinning wheel of people, places lies I feel
The restless beat of the sleepless night to come
I just want to be numb
Just want to be numb
Hopeless these three years like smoking years
I go from place to place
Just endlessly and half asleep
Like Im falling alone at some endless breach
I dont know where I am
I dont know what Ive done
I just go over it again and again and again
I cant sleep at night
I cant breathe
But If I drink tonight Ill get you off my mind
And the ever present pit I feel
Im turning on some spinning wheel
Of faces and the scenes I see
And none of it seems real to me
Just the bleary haze of the morning still to come
I just want to be numb
Just want to be numb
I just want to be numb
I just want to be numb
I just want to be numb