shame

One, two, three, four
默念一二三四
Cant find a reason to get out of bed
無法心安理得地從床上醒來
But youre lying next to me
可你若有若無地依舊陪伴我床邊
Its not your fault
這也無關你的過錯
One, two, earthquake
一二轉瞬間晃動
All of the people inside of my brain
隱匿在腦海中的萬千面孔
Are divided
正分崩離析
And fighting
正反撲抗爭
Say, 'Get over it'
叫嚷著擊倒一切
And shame is an ocean
羞辱本該是一片無邊無際的苦海
I swim across
越過重重大洋
Across
橫跨
Across
穿越
Across
擊水而過
You cant break me
傷害接踵也難以將我擊倒在地
If Ive already done it myself
倘若我曾受過萬千傷害
You cant shame me
言語萬千也難以將我無地自容
If Ive already done it myself
倘若我曾忍受無數羞辱
You cant drown me
浪湧千里也難以將我墜入苦海
If Ive already done it myself
倘若我曾淹溺重重海水
But I wanna come alive
可我迫切地希望結束一切
I wanna come alive
我渴望一切好轉
I wanna come alive
我奮力游離大洋
I wanna come alive
我追尋一片希望
One, two, dark room
一二身置於暗房
Does anybody know the way out of here?
可否有人摸索到出路逐光而行
I planted roses in the backyard
我在後院親手植下滿園玫瑰
Dont remember why
也不知道為何
One, two, forget
一二淡忘著往事
The language of memory, the nouns
曾介懷的言語傷人的詞語
The hurt, Im not a
迎面而來的委屈我好像就不是
Person, a place, or a thing
正常的人曾有的地方亦或存在的事物
And shame is an ocean
羞辱本該是一片無邊無際的苦海
I swim across
越過重重大洋
Across
橫跨
Across
穿越
Across
擊水而過
You cant break me
傷害接踵也難以將我擊倒在地
If Ive already done it myself
倘若我曾受過萬千傷害
You cant shame me
言語萬千也難以將我無地自容
If Ive already done it myself
倘若我曾忍受無數羞辱
You cant drown me
浪湧千里也難以將我墜入苦海
If Ive already done it myself
倘若我曾淹溺重重海水
But I wanna come alive
可我迫切地希望結束一切
I wanna come alive
我渴望一切好轉
I wanna come alive
我奮力游離大洋
I wanna come alive
我追尋一片希望
If I hate myself enough
倘若我對自我恨意不絕
I can call it kindness
那麼我覺得這是對自己的善意
If I hate myself enough
倘若我對自我恨意不絕
I can call it kindness
那麼我覺得這是對自己的善意
You cant break me
傷害接踵也難以將我擊倒在地
If Ive already done it myself
倘若我曾受過萬千傷害
You cant shame me
言語萬千也難以將我無地自容
If Ive already done it myself
倘若我曾忍受無數羞辱
You cant drown me
浪湧千里也難以將我墜入苦海
If Ive already done it myself
倘若我曾淹溺重重海水
But I wanna come alive
可我迫切地希望結束一切
I wanna come alive
我渴望一切好轉
I wanna come alive
我奮力游離大洋
I wanna come alive
我追尋一片希望