Figure.09

Nothing ever stops all these thoughts
無法阻止這些想法的誕生
And the pain attached to them
以及它們所帶來的痛楚
Sometimes I wonder why this is happening
有時候我會想為什麼事情會變成這樣
It's like nothing I can do will distract me when
就像是我無法分散自己的注意力
I think of how I shot myself in the back again
我曾想過給自己來一槍
'Cause from the infinite words I could say
因為用語言我無法表達
I Put all the pain you gave to me on display
我穿起你給我的痛苦外衣
but didn't Realize
但仍未意識到
instead of setting it free
無法釋放苦痛
I took what I hated and made it a part of me
我將我痛恨的東西變成了我的一部分
(It never goes away)
（它從未離開過）
And now
而現在
You 've become a part of me
你變成了我的一部分
You'll always be right here
你始終都在
You've become a part of me
你變成了我的一部分
You'll always be my fear
你永遠都是我的恐懼
I can't separate myself from what I've done
我無法分辨自己的所作所為
I've given up a part of me
我放棄了那一部分痛苦
I've let myself become you
讓自己變成了痛苦
Hearing your name
聽到你的名字
The memories come back again
那些記憶再次湧現
I remember when it started happening
我記得它如何發生
I'd see you in every thought I had and then
我可以在每一段記憶中找到你的身影
The thoughts slowly found words attached to them
那些念頭與話語慢慢地聯結
And I knew as they escaped away I was
而且我知道當它們逃走的時候
Committing myself to them
我已把自己交給了它們
And every day I regret saying those things
每一天我都在後悔說過那些話
'cause now I see that I
因為我現在知道
Took what I hated and made it a part of me
我把自己所痛恨的東西變成了我的一部分
(It never goes away)
（它從未離開過）
And now
而現在
You've become a part of me
你變成了我的一部分
You'll always be right here
你始終都在
You've become a part of me
你變成了我的一部分
You'll always be my fear
你永遠都是我的恐懼
I can't separate myself from what I've done
我無法分辨自己的所作所為
I've given up a part of me
我放棄了那一部分痛苦
I've let myself become you
讓自己變成了痛苦
(It never goes away)
（它從未離開過）
Get away from Me
滾吧
Gimme my space back
還回我的自由
You gotta just
你只需要走開
Go Everything comes down to memories of
所有關於你的記憶重現在我眼前
You I've kept it in but now I'm letting you
我會記住它但是現在我只要讓你
Know I've let you go
知道我要你滾
Get away from me
滾吧
Gimme my space back
還回我的自由
You gotta just
你只需要走開
Go Everything comes down to memories of
所有關於你的記憶重現在我眼前
You I've kept it in but now I'm letting you
我會記住它但是現在我只要讓你
Know I've let you go
知道我要你滾
Get away from me
滾吧
You've become a part of me
你變成了我的一部分
You'll always be right here
你始終都在
You've become a part of me
你變成了我的一部分
You'll always be my fear
你永遠都是我的恐懼
I can't separate myself from what I've done
我無法分辨自己的所作所為
I've given up a part of me
我放棄了那一部分痛苦
I've let myself become you
讓自己變成了痛苦
I've let myself become lost inside these
我讓自己迷失在這些
Thoughts of you
關於你的記憶裡
Giving up a part of me
放棄了那一部分痛苦
I've let myself become you
讓自己變成了痛苦