Petals

Ive often wondered if theres
我常常在想——
ever been a perfect family
這世上是否有完美的家？
Ive always longed for undividedness
我已努力追求完美，
and sought stability
探尋穩定。
A flower taught me how to pray
我學會像小花一樣祈禱。
but as I grew, that flower changed
但當我漸入社會，花兒變了。
she started flailing in the wind
她在風中無法靜如故，
like golden petals scattering
就像金色的花瓣亂飛。
（chorus1）and I miss you dandelion
我懷念你，蒲公英。
and even love you
甚至開始愛你。
and I wish there was a way
並且希望有條路能，
for me to trust you but it hurts me every time
讓我接納世界，而生活不停刺痛我。
I try to touch you
我嘗試接受——
but I miss you dandelion
卻依然離不開你，蒲公英。
and even love you
居然，我學會了去愛你。
I gravitated towards a patriarch
家人是我曾經的溫暖，
so young predictably
因為我曾是那麼年少。
I was resigned to spend my lift
我曾向無所不能的財產投降。
with a maze of misery
金錢用謎語困惑了我。
A boy and a girl befriended me
我希望人類不會婚姻，
were bonded through despondency
這樣我們可以被擔保——永不因財洩氣。
I stayed so long but finally
我呆呆地活著，活了很久。
I fled to save my sanity
但最後我依然沒能夠理智地活下去。
（chorus2）and I miss you little sis and little brother
我錯過了你們，妹妹弟弟。
and I hope you realize
我誠懇希望你們明白，
Ill always love you
這次我將把你們愛下去。
and although youre struggling
就算你們依然因為利益而糾紛，
you will recover
你們終歸會如初。
and I miss you little sis and little brother
並且我思念你們，妹妹弟弟。
so many I considered
我曾經想了太多，
closest to me
關於和我最親的那些人；
turned on a dime and sold me
那些因為財產的邏輯而取捨我的人。
out dutifully
這個世界脫離了真實。
although that knife was chipping
就算那把刀一點點撕裂了我的大腦，
away at me they turned their eyes away and
他們依然會冷眼旁觀然後，
went home to sleep....
回到所謂的家展開沒有我的新生活。
（chorus3）and I missed a lot of life
於是我失去了我基本的生活內容。
but Ill recover
但我也會如初。
though I know you really like
就算我知道你真的不在乎，
to see me suffer
不在乎知道我受苦。
still I wish that you and I d
我仍然願望你和我會，
forgive each other
在結局體諒彼此。
cause I miss you ,Valentine
因為你也是我的情愫之一。
and really love you
我是真地愛你，
I really loved you
真地愛你。
I tried so hard
我曾孤注一擲，
but you drove me away
但你淡漠地避而不談，遠離。
to preserve my sanity
也許你是為了我餘下的理性。
and I found the strength
爾後我找到了自己力量，
to break away
去休息，
fly...
去破繭而飛。