Petals

I've often wondered if there's
我常常在想——
ever been a perfect family
这世上是否有完美的家？
I've always longed for undividedness
我已努力追求完美，
and sought stability
探寻稳定。
A flower taught me how to pray
我学会像小花一样祈祷。
but as I grew, that flower changed
但当我渐入社会，花儿变了。
she started flailing in the wind
她在风中无法静如故，
like golden petals scattering
就像金色的花瓣乱飞。
（chorus1）and I miss you dandelion
我怀念你，蒲公英。
and even love you
甚至开始爱你。
and I wish there was a way
并且希望有条路能，
for me to trust you but it hurts me every time
让我接纳世界，而生活不停刺痛我。
I try to touch you
我尝试接受——
but I miss you dandelion
却依然离不开你，蒲公英。
and even love you
居然，我学会了去爱你。
I gravitated towards a patriarch
家人是我曾经的温暖，
so young predictably
因为我曾是那么年少。
I was resigned to spend my lift
我曾向无所不能的财产投降。
with a maze of misery
金钱用谜语困惑了我。
A boy and a girl befriended me
我希望人类不会婚姻，
we're bonded through despondency
这样我们可以被担保——永不因财泄气。
I stayed so long but finally
我呆呆地活着，活了很久。
I fled to save my sanity
但最后我依然没能够理智地活下去。
（chorus2）and I miss you little sis and little brother
我错过了你们，妹妹弟弟。
and I hope you realize
我诚恳希望你们明白，
I'll always love you
这次我将把你们爱下去。
and although you're struggling
就算你们依然因为利益而纠纷，
you will recover
你们终归会如初。
and I miss you little sis and little brother
并且我思念你们，妹妹弟弟。
so many I considered
我曾经想了太多，
closest to me
关于和我最亲的那些人；
turned on a dime and sold me
那些因为财产的逻辑而取舍我的人。
out dutifully
这个世界脱离了真实。
although that knife was chipping
就算那把刀一点点撕裂了我的大脑，
away at me they turned their eyes away and
他们依然会冷眼旁观然后，
went home to sleep....
回到所谓的家展开没有我的新生活。
（chorus3）and I missed a lot of life
于是我失去了我基本的生活内容。
but I'll recover
但我也会如初。
though I know you really like
就算我知道你真的不在乎，
to see me suffer
不在乎知道我受苦。
still I wish that you and I 'd
我仍然愿望你和我会，
forgive each other
在结局体谅彼此。
'cause I miss you ,Valentine
因为你也是我的情愫之一。
and really love you
我是真地爱你，
I really loved you
真地爱你。
I tried so hard
我曾孤注一掷，
but you drove me away
但你淡漠地避而不谈，远离。
to preserve my sanity
也许你是为了我余下的理性。
and I found the strength
尔后我找到了自己力量，
to break away
去休息，
fly...
去破茧而飞。