I Wish U Would Call Me

I wish that you would call me, I wish that you never left
I wish that you would want me but you wanted the best
So Ill wait for the day
I wont wait for you anyways
I wish that you would call me, I wish that you never left
You say that this was on me like I would just forget
So Ill wait for the day
I wont wait for you anyways
Oh, Ill wait for someday
What Im feeling tonight, I cant put it in words
I put up my fight to the best of me, you know the recipe
Wont know the rest of me, shit you aint heard
Youre feeling so dead to me, or so you should
This a vasectomy, rip to my energy, guess we werent meant to be, or maybe we were
But these days Im not feeling to sure Like each way, my feelings get hurt
And dont be afraid but its just getting worse
With every song and every verse, and every day when I think about you
Wanna kill myself, cuz I cant get all these demons out you
Theres no how to manual, for this situation but I love myself
And that is tangible, for dissipation, separation but Ill fight like hell
I mean well, but just dont know what to do anymore
I go from remorse to my feet at your door in a second
I just dont get it, I got these questions shit
Im a mess and I just dont know how you feel about me
I think that I do, but I always doubt me
I wish you would call me tell me
I wish that you would call me, I wish that you never left
I wish that you would want me but you wanted the best
So Ill wait for the day
I wont wait for you anyways
I wish that you would call me, I wish that you never left
You say that this was on me like I would just forget
So Ill wait for the day I wont wait for you anyways
Oh, Ill wait for someday
She called and she told me she loved it
But now I keep pushing her buttons
Twisting my heart and stomach, I plummet
Told her theres nobody else, baby just trust it it seems like she doesnt
And I just dont know what do, so many nights that I spent without you
Locked in this room
And now that youre here, Im wishing that you just love me for me and the person
I am Been trying my best, and Im never gonna blame if you dont understand
Correcting my steps when I make a mistake
In my life which is seemly frequent
Im not even close to my peak yet, still fighting off demons that live without reason
Inside of my head, baby
I wish I was dead sometimes
Cant count up the times on my fingers
I thought about ending my life with no meaning and then I found you
And I love you to death girl
It feels like were dreaming with every breath that we make, and
These feelings are never gon break, but
Baby Im different, not even to close to a perfect man
But one things for sure is I will hold your hand until the end
I wish that you would call me, I wish that you never left
I wish that you would want me but you wanted the best
So Ill wait for the day
I won't wait for you anyways
I wish that you would call me, I wish that you never left
You say that this was on me like I would just forget
So Ill wait for the day
I wont wait for you anyways
Oh, Ill wait for someday
Until the end, Im working on being a better man
Emotions bend, and feelings change but that doesnt mean imma let em in
Or feel the pain, when I lose you again, but up until then
Im in suspense, so I wait I wish you would call me and tell me whats been on your plate
Its never too late to show me you love me
I wish that you would call me
I wish that you would want me
So I would wait for the day, I wont wait for you anyways
I wont wait for someday