lil tokyo (disposable)

Disposable
用完就丟麼？
Disposable
一次性的麼？
Didnt know it was so
我竟然還不明白
Disposable
用完就丟麼？
Disposable
一次性的麼？
Didnt know I was so
我竟然一直沒發現
Disposable
用完就丟麼？
Disposable
一次性的麼？
Didnt know you were so
不知道你是如此用意
Disposable
用完就丟麼？
Disposable
一次性的麼？
Didnt know we were so
沒明白我們以前的處境

讓一切歸零
Back when we started out
我曾對我們有著天真的希冀
I was hoping, thinkin we could work it out
規劃了美好的藍圖
We were picture perfect
也從沒錯過任何時刻
And I never ever missed a moment
這毋庸置疑
Never no doubt
我也向你反复吐露心意
And I tell you tell you tell you
告訴你我思念成疾
How much I miss you
想著為你解決一切麻煩
Thinkin thatll solve all your other issues
所以我把槍藥一字排開扣動扳機
So Im lining up the shot and pull the trigger down
沒有你在我身邊生活了無生機
Life is kinda lifeless when youre not around
我整理行囊來到異國他鄉
Packing up and leaving to a different town
說實話我們之間的距離如此遙遠
Distant in the distance naw I mean it
回到人群中
Just return the crown
每晚我都在夢中驚醒
Every night Im dreaming and Im screaming
我們來到lil toyko市中心
That were headed downtown to lil toyko
現在讓我帶著你
So hit me let me take you now
度過這也許能改變一切的一天
Maybe a day like that can change it all
我是說我無人可伴了
I mean like, who else could I call
我想抓住我們曾拋棄的美好時光
Capture all these moments then we threw em away
可小王子和小公主已經成為過去時了
Little prince and princess to the grave
用完就丟麼？

一次性的麼？
Disposable
我竟然還不明白
Disposable
用完就丟麼？
Didnt know it was so
一次性的麼？
Disposable
我竟然一直沒發現
Disposable
用完就丟麼？
Didnt know I was so
一次性的麼？
Disposable
不知道你是如此用意
Disposable
用完就丟麼？
Didnt know you were so
一次性的麼？
Disposable
沒明白我們以前的處境
Disposable
我即將消失
Didnt know we were so
你不予注意繼續前行

你說時間如此短暫對你很不公平
Going going gone
我以為你僅僅需要空氣然後就萬事大吉了
Youre moving moving on
我知道你最喜歡薰衣草紫和它的香味
Its unfair for you to care only some of the time
我也知道你沒時間洗澡時毛糙的髮絲
I thought you just needed air and then nothing was fine
我還知道我們掛在koreatown tower上的場景
I know lavender is your favorite smell and color
我清晰地知曉你的內心和你曾經的低谷
And how your hair feels whenever you miss a shower
如果你不愛我就請放手
And how our cranes hang in your koreatown tower
我想接起你的電話是個錯誤
And all your deepest thoughts when youre in your darkest hour
但我寧願讓你笑著然後離開你一人舔砥傷口
If you didnt love me then you leave me alone
因為如今對你的關心只是一種傷害但放你離開會更痛
And I know its probably wrong for me to answer the phone
曾經美好的一瞬畫面勝過千言萬語
But Id rather make you smile then leave you lonely at home
如今重新拼貼後更令人受傷
Cause it kinda hurts to care but it hurts worse to have you gone
曾經讀著你的睡前故事直到我們雙雙入眠
A pictures worth a thousand words
如今我只能沉溺於回憶自言自語
Collage them up to make them hurt
用完就丟麼？
Read you bedtime stories till were both laying still
一次性的麼？
And use these memories for the words of my will
我竟不知道如此

用完就丟麼？
Disposable
一次性的麼？
Disposable
是我自作多情了
Didnt know it was so
用完就丟麼？
Disposable
一次性的麼？
Disposable
沒想過你的用意
Didnt know I was so
用完就丟麼？
Disposable
一次性的麼？
Disposable
沒看清我們的處境
Didnt know you were so
不想放你走
Disposable
但也不願死皮賴臉留著你
Disposable
不想你離開
Didnt know we were so
但也不能留住你

不想你遠走高飛
Dont want to make you go away
但也無能為力
But I cant make you stay
不想就此分離
Dont want to make you go away
但無法阻止天意
But I cant make you stay
不想花開兩朵天各一方
Dont want to make you go away
但只能眼睜睜看著你遠去
But I cant make you stay
不想我們彼此成為陌生人
Dont want to make you go away
但只能接受殘酷的現實
But I cant make you stay hey
不想失去你
Dont want to make you go away
但還是義無反顧的失去了你
But I cant make you stay
不想失去你
Dont want to make you go away
但我最終一無所有
But I cant make you stay hey
Dont want to make you go away
But I cant make you stay
Dont want to make you go away
But I cant stay hey hey