lil tokyo (disposable)

Disposable
用完就丢么？
Disposable
一次性的么？
Didn't know it was so
我竟然还不明白
Disposable
用完就丢么？
Disposable
一次性的么？
Didn't know I was so
我竟然一直没发现
Disposable
用完就丢么？
Disposable
一次性的么？
Didn't know you were so
不知道你是如此用意
Disposable
用完就丢么？
Disposable
一次性的么？
Didn't know we were so
没明白我们以前的处境

让一切归零
Back when we started out
我曾对我们有着天真的希冀
I was hoping, thinkin we could work it out
规划了美好的蓝图
We were picture perfect
也从没错过任何时刻
And I never ever missed a moment
这毋庸置疑
Never no doubt
我也向你反复吐露心意
And I tell you tell you tell you
告诉你我思念成疾
How much I miss you
想着为你解决一切麻烦
Thinkin that'll solve all your other issues
所以我把枪药一字排开 扣动扳机
So I'm lining up the shot and pull the trigger down
没有你在我身边 生活了无生机
Life is kinda lifeless when you're not around
我整理行囊 来到异国他乡
Packing up and leaving to a different town
说实话我们之间的距离如此遥远
Distant in the distance naw I mean it
回到人群中
Just return the crown
每晚我都在梦中惊醒
Every night I'm dreaming and I'm screaming
我们来到lil toyko市中心
That we're headed downtown to lil toyko
现在让我带着你
So hit me let me take you now
度过这也许能改变一切的一天
Maybe a day like that can change it all
我是说 我无人可伴了
I mean like, who else could I call
我想抓住我们曾抛弃的美好时光
Capture all these moments then we threw em away
可小王子和小公主已经成为过去时了
Little prince and princess to the grave
用完就丢么？

一次性的么？
Disposable
我竟然还不明白
Disposable
用完就丢么？
Didn't know it was so
一次性的么？
Disposable
我竟然一直没发现
Disposable
用完就丢么？
Didn't know I was so
一次性的么？
Disposable
不知道你是如此用意
Disposable
用完就丢么？
Didn't know you were so
一次性的么？
Disposable
没明白我们以前的处境
Disposable
我即将消失
Didn't know we were so
你不予注意继续前行

你说时间如此短暂对你很不公平
Going going gone
我以为你仅仅需要空气 然后就万事大吉了
You're moving moving on
我知道你最喜欢薰衣草紫和它的香味
It's unfair for you to care only some of the time
我也知道你没时间洗澡时毛糙的发丝
I thought you just needed air and then nothing was fine
我还知道我们挂在koreatown tower上的场景
I know lavender is your favorite smell and color
我清晰地知晓你的内心和你曾经的低谷
And how your hair feels whenever you miss a shower
如果你不爱我就请放手
And how our cranes hang in your koreatown tower
我想接起你的电话是个错误
And all your deepest thoughts when you're in your darkest hour
但我宁愿让你笑着 然后离开你 一人舔砥伤口
If you didn't love me then you leave me alone
因为如今对你的关心只是一种伤害 但放你离开会更痛
And I know it's probably wrong for me to answer the phone
曾经美好的一瞬画面胜过千言万语
But I'd rather make you smile then leave you lonely at home
如今重新拼贴后更令人受伤
Cause it kinda hurts to care but it hurts worse to have you gone
曾经读着你的睡前故事直到我们双双入眠
A pictures worth a thousand words
如今我只能沉溺于回忆自言自语
Collage them up to make them hurt
用完就丢么？
Read you bedtime stories till we're both laying still
一次性的么？
And use these memories for the words of my will
我竟不知道如此

用完就丢么？
Disposable
一次性的么？
Disposable
是我自作多情了
Didn't know it was so
用完就丢么？
Disposable
一次性的么？
Disposable
没想过你的用意
Didn't know I was so
用完就丢么？
Disposable
一次性的么？
Disposable
没看清我们的处境
Didn't know you were so
不想放你走
Disposable
但也不愿死皮赖脸留着你
Disposable
不想你离开
Didn't know we were so
但也不能留住你

不想你远走高飞
Don't want to make you go away
但也无能为力
But I can't make you stay
不想就此分离
Don't want to make you go away
但无法阻止天意
But I can't make you stay
不想花开两朵 天各一方
Don't want to make you go away
但只能眼睁睁看着你远去
But I can't make you stay
不想我们彼此成为陌生人
Don't want to make you go away
但只能接受残酷的现实
But I can't make you stay hey
不想失去你
Don't want to make you go away
但还是义无反顾的失去了你
But I can't make you stay
不想失去你
Don't want to make you go away
但我最终一无所有
But I can't make you stay hey
Don't want to make you go away
But I can't make you stay
Don't want to make you go away
But I can't stay hey hey