Fell On Black Days

我畏懼的一切已經成為現實
Whatsoever I've feared has come to life
我排斥的一切已融進我的生活
Whatsoever I've fought off became my life
正如每一天似乎都會向我微笑示意
Just when everyday seemed to greet me with a smile
日斑已經消失
Sunspots have faded
現在我得抓緊時間
And now I' m doing time
因為我已墜入黑暗歲月
Cause I fell on black days
我曾治癒的那些人而今讓我感到噁心
Whomsoever I've cured I've sickened now
我曾撫養過的那些人卻反咬了你一口
Whomsoever I've cradled I've put you down
我是他們口中尋找光的靈魂
I'm a search light soul they say
但我在夜裡看不見它
But I can't see it in the night
即便抓住那道光我還是那麼虛偽
I'm only faking when I get it right
我怎麼清楚呢
How would I know
這居然就是我的命
That this could be my fate
所以啊那些你渴求的美好事物只會令你盲目無從
So what you wanted to see good has made you blind
你想要的那些東西卻成了我的
And what you wanted to be yours has made it mine
所以啊別把那些你渴望放飛的東西束縛在籠中
So don't you lock up something that you wanted to see fly
就像手是用來和人握手
Hands are for shaking
不是不是將之捆綁起來
No,not tying
我當然不會在乎歲月變遷
I sure don't mind a change
但我已墜入黑暗歲月
But I fell on black days
這就是我的宿命
That this could be my fate