Falling Up

Things were happening
我的心緒在游弋
I felt the weight of the expectation on my chest
我能感受到胸膛間有沉甸甸的期冀
My mind was travellin'
我的心緒在游弋
But I swear that I don't remember where it went
但我不曾知曉它去了哪裡
Then you said things will grow in
你說經歷過的事情會生根發芽
So why do I feel like nothing at all is left?
為何我卻感覺一切都已了無痕跡
So I'll keep on moving
我會繼續前行
If I'm standing still then I'll feel the emptiness
如果我停滯不前就會被空虛席捲
'Cause I get so lonely and you get so low
那時我很孤單你很低沉
And I looked so stupid when I lose control
我失控的樣子看起來很傻
I'm alone in my bedroom and the walls are caving in
我孤單地待在臥室感覺牆壁在坍塌陷落
And I thought I'd be happy but I'm barely breathing
我本以為我會開心起來事實上我連呼吸都艱難
Oh, I'm barely breathing
連呼吸都艱難
I guess I'm feeling down but I'm falling up
我以為我已沉淪其實我正逆流而上
And I'm breaking out but not out of luck
我已殘破不堪但運氣並沒有離我而去
As I breathe the air, into my lungs
只要我還能用我的肺吞吐空氣
I wanted everything but nothing's ever good enough
我什麼都想要但從未被滿足
Ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh
I gotta change me
我需要改變自己
And if I wake up now there's a chance to start again (Hmm, hmm)
如果我此刻就振作起來尚有重頭開始的生機
But if I wait
但如果我蹉跎不決
Could I get back to the place where it all began before?
我又怎可能回到一切剛剛開始的從前
(Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh)
I got so lonely and you got so low
那時我很孤單你很低沉
And I looked so stupid when you came to my show
你來看我演出時我看起來很蠢
I'm alone in the spotlight and the walls are caving in
我孤單地享受著聚光燈而牆壁正在坍塌陷落
And I thought I'd be happy but I'm barely breathing
我本以為我會開心起來事實上我連呼吸都艱難
Oh, I'm barely breathing
連呼吸都艱難
I guess I'm feeling down but I'm falling up
我以為我已沉淪其實我正逆流而上
And I'm breaking out but not out of luck
我已殘破不堪但運氣並沒有離我而去
As I breathe the air, into my lungs
只要我還能用我的肺吞吐空氣
I wanted everything but nothing's ever good enough
我什麼都想要但從未被滿足
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
And I hate the man that I've turned into
我恨如今的我
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
And I've come so far, what/why did I lose?
我一路走來怎麼把你弄丟了呢
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
And I swear to God I will make it through
我發誓我會挺過來
I'll make it through
我會挺過來的
'Cause I get so lonely and you get so low
那時我很孤單你很低沉
And I looked so stupid when you came to my show
你來看我演出時我看起來很蠢
I'm alone in the spotlight and the walls are caving in
我孤單地享受著聚光燈而牆壁正在坍塌陷落
And I thought I'd be happy but I'm barely breathing
我本以為我會開心起來事實上我連呼吸都艱難
Oh, I'm barely breathing
連呼吸都艱難
I guess I'm feeling down but I'm falling up
我以為我已沉淪其實我正逆流而上
And I'm breaking out but not out of luck
我已殘破不堪但運氣並沒有離我而去
As I breathe the air, into my lungs
只要我還能用我的肺吞吐空氣
I wanted everything but nothing's ever good enough
我什麼都想要但從未被滿足