Falling Up

Things were happening
我的心绪在游弋
I felt the weight of the expectation on my chest
我能感受到胸膛间有沉甸甸的期冀
My mind was travellin'
我的心绪在游弋
But I swear that I don't remember where it went
但我不曾知晓它去了哪里
Then you said things will grow in
你说 经历过的事情会生根发芽
So why do I feel like nothing at all is left?
为何我却感觉一切都已了无痕迹
So I'll keep on moving
我会继续前行
If I'm standing still then I'll feel the emptiness
如果我停滞不前 就会被空虚席卷
'Cause I get so lonely and you get so low
那时我很孤单 你很低沉
And I looked so stupid when I lose control
我失控的样子看起来很傻
I'm alone in my bedroom and the walls are caving in
我孤单地待在卧室 感觉墙壁在坍塌陷落
And I thought I'd be happy but I'm barely breathing
我本以为我会开心起来 事实上我连呼吸都艰难
Oh, I'm barely breathing
连呼吸都艰难
I guess I'm feeling down but I'm falling up
我以为我已沉沦 其实我正逆流而上
And I'm breaking out but not out of luck
我已残破不堪 但运气并没有离我而去
As I breathe the air, into my lungs
只要我还能用我的肺 吞吐空气
I wanted everything but nothing's ever good enough
我什么都想要 但从未被满足
Ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh
I gotta change me
我需要改变自己
And if I wake up now there's a chance to start again (Hmm, hmm)
如果我此刻就振作起来 尚有重头开始的生机
But if I wait
但如果我蹉跎不决
Could I get back to the place where it all began before?
我又怎可能回到一切刚刚开始的从前
(Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh)
I got so lonely and you got so low
那时我很孤单 你很低沉
And I looked so stupid when you came to my show
你来看我演出时 我看起来很蠢
I'm alone in the spotlight and the walls are caving in
我孤单地享受着聚光灯 而墙壁正在坍塌陷落
And I thought I'd be happy but I'm barely breathing
我本以为我会开心起来 事实上我连呼吸都艰难
Oh, I'm barely breathing
连呼吸都艰难
I guess I'm feeling down but I'm falling up
我以为我已沉沦 其实我正逆流而上
And I'm breaking out but not out of luck
我已残破不堪 但运气并没有离我而去
As I breathe the air, into my lungs
只要我还能用我的肺 吞吐空气
I wanted everything but nothing's ever good enough
我什么都想要 但从未被满足
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
And I hate the man that I've turned into
我恨如今的我
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
And I've come so far, what/why did I lose?
我一路走来 怎么把你弄丢了呢
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
And I swear to God I will make it through
我发誓我会挺过来
I'll make it through
我会挺过来的
'Cause I get so lonely and you get so low
那时我很孤单 你很低沉
And I looked so stupid when you came to my show
你来看我演出时 我看起来很蠢
I'm alone in the spotlight and the walls are caving in
我孤单地享受着聚光灯 而墙壁正在坍塌陷落
And I thought I'd be happy but I'm barely breathing
我本以为我会开心起来 事实上我连呼吸都艰难
Oh, I'm barely breathing
连呼吸都艰难
I guess I'm feeling down but I'm falling up
我以为我已沉沦 其实我正逆流而上
And I'm breaking out but not out of luck
我已残破不堪 但运气并没有离我而去
As I breathe the air, into my lungs
只要我还能用我的肺 吞吐空气
I wanted everything but nothing's ever good enough
我什么都想要 但从未被满足