I Can't Carry This Anymore

Feel it heavy in my bones now
感到銘心刻骨般的沉重
Feel like everybody goes out
似乎身旁已經空無一人
And smiles for the 'gram yeah
在Instagram上強顏歡笑
Tried but I can't
努力嘗試著卻不能
Prayer in the shape of Prozac
祈禱是我解憂的方式
Try to medicate the lows that
嘗試去治愈那些低落情緒
Come and meet me in the night time
晚上來找我吧
Losing track of my time
我已經失去了時間的觀念
Mama said gonna be all right
媽媽說一切都會好起來
But mama don't know what it's like in my mind
但媽媽不知道我心裡到底如何感覺
Mama said that the sun gonna shine
媽媽說太陽總會如常照耀
But mama don't know what it's like to want to die
但媽媽不知道想要輕生的感覺
I can't carry this anymore
我再也無法承受了
Heavy from the hurt inside my veins
傷痛在靜脈中流淌
I can't carry this anymore
我再也無法承受了
Wonder what it's like to be okay
我想知道“好起來”是什麼樣的
Would you like me if I drank that
你還喜歡我嗎如果我借酒消愁
If you wanted I could take that
如果你想我可以服下它
I'll do anything for love
我願意為愛付出一切
I don't feel like I'm enough
我覺得這些還遠遠不夠
You can probably see right through me
也許你會看穿我
Cuz I can promise if you knew me
我保證你會因為了解我
You would probably walk away
而離我而去
No you wouldn't want to stay
不你不想留在我身邊
Oh, Mama said gonna be all right
哦，媽媽曾說一切都會好起來的
But mama don't know what it's like in my mind
但媽媽不知道我心裡到底如何感覺
Mama said that the sun gon' shine
媽媽說總會陽光普照
But mama don't know what it's like to want to die
但媽媽不知道想要輕生的感覺
I can't carry this anymore
我再也無法承受了
Heavy from the hurt inside my veins
傷痛在靜脈中流淌
I can't carry this anymore
我再也無法承受了
Wonder what it's like to be okay
我想知道“好起來”是什麼樣的
I know I'll be fine it's just that
我知道我終究會“好起來”的
Every time this comes back
每次這一種感覺回溯
Tell my maker up above that
請告訴我的創造者
I have had enough and
我已經受夠了
I can't carry this anymore
再也無法承受了
Heavy from the hurt inside my veins
傷痛在靜脈中流淌
I can't carry this anymore
我再也無法承受這些
Wonder what it's like to be okay
我想知道怎麼樣才能“好起來”