Mess It Up

Opened two double doors
打開兩扇雙開門
Typical, pretty sure I could grow up
很尋常確信我會成長
Probably chemical
或許因為化學物質
I took up walking to turn it all off
我開始行走想讓一切終止
Doesn't feel bearable
感覺無法忍受
Guess I thought when I left it would all stop
我想當我離開一切就都會停止
Hmm, it would all stop
一切都會終止

我聯繫你時有沒有失態
Did I fall out of line when I called you?
對你說出“我沒事”時你被騙了
When I told you 'I'm fine' you were lied to
我怎麼會覺得給你的一切已經足夠呢
How could I think that all that I gave you was enough?
因為每次距離太近我就會去破壞關係
'Cause every time I get too close I just go mess it up
有趣的是那並不奏效

我可能在任何地方我就在你的街區
Funny that didn't work (didn't work)
悲觀消極令人不快
I could be anywhere, I'm on your block
帶著滿腔焦慮在自責
Cynical (cynical), terrible (terrible)
因為我聽說你更快樂了
Kicking myself with my gut in the knot
希望得知我睡不好你能睡得安穩
'Cause I heard that you're (heard that you'rе), happier (happier)
我做的太多了
Hope that you'rе sleeping well knowing I'm not
我聯繫你時有沒有失態
I'm doing too much, hmmm
對你說出“我沒事”時你被騙了

（我告訴過你我在說謊）
Did I fall (did I fall) out of line (out of line) when I called you?
我怎麼會覺得給你的一切已經足夠呢
When I told (when I told) you 'I'm fine' (you 'I'm fine') you were lied to
因為每次距離太近我就會去破壞關係
(I told you I'm lying)
我一直在想若你能讓我回去
How could I think that all that I gave you was enough?
我們會變更好改掉所有惡習
'Cause every time I get too close I just go mess it up
我會振作起來由你見證一切

讓它發生
I keep thinking maybe if you let me back in
讓它成真
We can make it better, breaking every habit
我一直在想若你重新接受我
Pull myself together, you could watch it happen
我們會變更好壞習慣全改掉
Let it happen
我會振作起來由你見證所有
Let it happen
讓它發生
I keep thinking maybe if you let me back in
讓它成真
We can make it better breaking every habit
我一直在想若你能讓我回去（我聯繫你時有沒有失態）
Pull myself together, you could watch it happen
我們會變更好改掉所有惡習
Let it happen
我會振作起來由你見證一切（對你說出“我沒事”時你被騙了）
Let it happen
讓它發生

讓它成真
I keep thinking maybe if you let me back in (did I fall out of line when I called you?)
我一直在想若你重新接受我
We can make it better breaking every habit
我們會變更好壞習慣全改掉（我怎麼會覺得給你的一切已經足夠呢）
Pull myself together, you could watch it happen (when I told you 'I'm fine' you were lied to)
我會振作起來由你見證所有（因為每次距離太近我就會去破壞關係）
Let it happen
讓它發生
Let it happen
讓它成真
I keep thinking maybe if you let me back in
We can make it better breaking every habit (how could I think that all that I gave you was enough?)
Pull myself together, you could watch it happen ('cause every time I get too close I just go mess it up)
Let it happen
Let it happen