Mess It Up

Opened two double doors
打开两扇双开门
Typical, pretty sure I could grow up
很寻常 确信我会成长
Probably chemical
或许因为化学物质
I took up walking to turn it all off
我开始行走 想让一切终止
Doesn't feel bearable
感觉无法忍受
Guess I thought when I left it would all stop
我想当我离开 一切就都会停止
Hmm, it would all stop
一切都会终止

我联系你时有没有失态
Did I fall out of line when I called you?
对你说出“我没事”时你被骗了
When I told you "I'm fine" you were lied to
我怎么会觉得给你的一切已经足够呢
How could I think that all that I gave you was enough?
因为每次距离太近我就会去破坏关系
'Cause every time I get too close I just go mess it up
有趣的是那并不奏效

我可能在任何地方 我就在你的街区
Funny that didn't work (didn't work)
悲观消极 令人不快
I could be anywhere, I'm on your block
带着满腔焦虑在自责
Cynical (cynical), terrible (terrible)
因为我听说你更快乐了
Kicking myself with my gut in the knot
希望得知我睡不好 你能睡得安稳
'Cause I heard that you're (heard that you'rе), happier (happier)
我做的太多了
Hope that you'rе sleeping well knowing I'm not
我联系你时有没有失态
I'm doing too much, hmmm
对你说出“我没事”时你被骗了

（我告诉过你我在说谎）
Did I fall (did I fall) out of line (out of line) when I called you?
我怎么会觉得给你的一切已经足够呢
When I told (when I told) you "I'm fine" (you "I'm fine") you were lied to
因为每次距离太近我就会去破坏关系
(I told you I'm lying)
我一直在想若你能让我回去
How could I think that all that I gave you was enough?
我们会变更好 改掉所有恶习
'Cause every time I get too close I just go mess it up
我会振作起来 由你见证一切

让它发生
I keep thinking maybe if you let me back in
让它成真
We can make it better, breaking every habit
我一直在想若你重新接受我
Pull myself together, you could watch it happen
我们会变更好 坏习惯全改掉
Let it happen
我会振作起来 由你见证所有
Let it happen
让它发生
I keep thinking maybe if you let me back in
让它成真
We can make it better breaking every habit
我一直在想若你能让我回去（我联系你时有没有失态）
Pull myself together, you could watch it happen
我们会变更好 改掉所有恶习
Let it happen
我会振作起来 由你见证一切（对你说出“我没事”时你被骗了）
Let it happen
让它发生

让它成真
I keep thinking maybe if you let me back in (did I fall out of line when I called you?)
我一直在想若你重新接受我
We can make it better breaking every habit
我们会变更好 坏习惯全改掉（我怎么会觉得给你的一切已经足够呢）
Pull myself together, you could watch it happen (when I told you "I'm fine" you were lied to)
我会振作起来 由你见证所有（因为每次距离太近我就会去破坏关系）
Let it happen
让它发生
Let it happen
让它成真
I keep thinking maybe if you let me back in
We can make it better breaking every habit (how could I think that all that I gave you was enough?)
Pull myself together, you could watch it happen ('cause every time I get too close I just go mess it up)
Let it happen
Let it happen