No Looking Back

On a plane overlookin the ocean
Lately, Im just tryna live in the moment
Certain people I needed just couldnt stick around
If they aint see the vision, I bet they feel it now
See the difference with me is I aint afraid of believin
Friends only come around when they know its convenient
But my circle gettin smaller by the second
Funny how my biggest fear was not bein accepted, but look
I gave my heart to a person who couldnt love herself
Im lost in somebody lookin for someone else
Put my trust in a person who aint believe in me, eventually it just made it harder for me to trust myself
I leave the past in the past, no looking back now
But I aint complacent with where Im at now
So in hopes with that somebody else could relate to me, I take another sip of this henney and write these raps down
Anxiety killin me, Ive been losin touch
Losin my patience, I dont know who to trust
Plus, me and my family aint as close now
I take a sip of this Henney until I loosen up
I just need someone as down for me
Someone to just tell me they proud of me
Somebody whos really around for me
If ever they see me sink in, they swim in and they drown for me
The ones hittin my line used to duck me when I called
Keep it real with me or dont fuck with me at all
Ive been dodgin the fakes, the politics and the snakes
Your pride is big as your ego, see, I just couldnt relate, for real
See, the difference is how were raised and where we came
And the bullet that landed three inches from my brain
And the fact that my soul is different than yours, no matter how many times they compare us, man, we are not the same
Look, prayin for peace in this world that we live in
Same time, I just pray Im forgiven
They say Im weak cause I put it all in the open
Had to swallow my pride and bottle up my emotions, look
I left the past in the past, no looking back now
But I aint complacent with where Im at now
So in hopes with that somebody else could relate to me, I take another sip of this henney and write these raps down