I Hate U, I Love U

Feeling used, but Im still missing you
感覺被利用了，但我依舊想著你
And I cant
我依然不能
See the end of this
相信這就是結局
Just wanna feel your kiss
我只是還想感覺你的親吻
Against my lips
彌留在我唇上的氣息
And now all this time
而現在，這些美好的時光
Is passing by
已經過去了
But I still cant seem to tell you why
但我似乎依然不能告訴你原因
It hurts me every time I see you
每次見到你，這都會刺痛我的心
Realize how much I need you
我才意識到自己有多麼需要你
I hate you I love you
我恨你我愛你
I hate that I love you
我討厭我還愛著你
Dont want to, but I cant put
我不想沉淪但我無法
Nobody else above you
讓別人住進我心裡代替你的位置
I hate you I love you
我恨你我愛你
I hate that I want you
我討厭我還想念你
You want her, you need her
你很愛她你需要她
And Ill never be her
可我永遠不能成為她
I miss you when I cant sleep
失眠的時候，我想的是你
Or right after coffee
喝完咖啡的時候， 我想的是你
Or right when I cant eat
沒有胃口的時候， 我想的還是你
I miss you in my front seat
我想念你坐在我的前座
Still got sand in my sweaters
我的毛衣裡還留有細沙
From nights we dont remember
在多少個日夜裡被淡忘了
Do you miss me like I miss you?
你是否像我想你一樣也想著我
****** around and got attached to you
拋下了一切只想待在你身旁
Friends can break your heart too, and
朋友也有使你傷心的時候
Im always tired but never of you
我沉溺於對你的思念樂此不疲卻耿耿於懷
If I pulled a you on you, you wouldnt like that ****
如果我將愛強加於你你也不會高興吧
I put this reel out, but you wouldnt bite that ****
我將深藏在心的話告訴你而你不會回應
I type a text but then I nevermind that ****
我寫了簡訊我並不在意你是否回复
I got these feelings but you never mind that ****
我知道我的這些感受你從來不會在乎
Oh oh, keep it on the low
好了不說了
Youre still in love with me but your friends dont know
你說還愛著我然而你朋友們卻不知道
If u wanted me you would just say so
如果你真的愛我你肯定對朋友說過
And if I were you, I would never let me go
如果我是你我絕對不會就這樣放手
I dont mean no harm
我沒有惡意
I just miss you on my arm
我只是想你靠在我的肩上
Wedding bells were just alarms
婚禮的鐘聲剛剛輕撫過耳畔
Caution tape around my heart
萬念俱灰的感覺纏繞著我的心
You ever wonder what we could have been?
你有沒有想過我們本也可以步入教堂？
You said you wouldnt and you ******* did
你說過你不想永遠在一起結果你真的離我而去
Lie to me, lie with me, get your * ****** fix
一遍又一遍地欺騙著我直到失去重來的機會
Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all ******* mixed
現在的我也不清楚那是怎樣的感受
Always missing people that I shouldnt be missing
我總是思念著不該思念的人
Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance
有時候必須斬斷聯繫保持距離
I know that I control my thoughts and I should stop reminiscing
我知道我必需隱藏自己的情緒我也必需停止回憶
But I learned from my dad that its good to have feelings
但我從父親那學到有這樣的感受也是一件好事
When love and trust are gone
當愛與誓言都悄然遠去
I guess this is moving on
我想這一切也終會過去的
Everyone I do right does me wrong
我認為這樣就可以了可所有人都認為我放不下
So every lonely night, I sing this song
所以每個孑然一身的夜晚，我都會將這旋律輕輕哼起
I hate you I love you
我恨你我愛你
I hate that I love you
我恨我還是那樣愛著你
Dont want to, but I cant put
我不想沉淪但我再無法
Nobody else above you
讓別人住進心裡
I hate you I love you
我恨你我愛你
I hate that I want you
我恨我還是那樣想著你
You want her, you need her
你很愛她你需要她
And I'll never be her
可我永遠不能成為她
All alone I watch you watch her
我孤獨地望著你，你卻看著她
Like shes the only girl youve ever seen
似乎她就是你眼中的唯一
You dont care you never did
你從來就沒有在乎過你傷害了誰
You dont give a damn about me
你從來都沒在意過我
Yeah all alone I watch you watch her
我孤獨地望這著看著她的你
Shes the only thing youve ever seen
她就是你眼中的唯一
How is it you never notice
為什麼你從來沒意識到
That you are slowly killing me
是你一點一點地扼殺了我
I hate you I love you
我恨你我愛你
I hate that I love you
我恨我愛著你
Dont want to, but I cant put
我不想沉淪但我再無法
Nobody else above you
讓別人住進心裡
I hate you I love you
我恨你我愛你
I hate that I want you
我恨我愛著你
You want her, you need her
你很愛她你需要她
And Ill never be her
可我永遠不能成為她