I Hate U, I Love U

Feeling used, but I'm still missing you
感觉被利用了，但我依旧想着你
And I can't
我依然不能
See the end of this
相信这就是结局
Just wanna feel your kiss
我只是还想感觉你的亲吻
Against my lips
弥留在我唇上的气息
And now all this time
而现在，这些美好的时光
Is passing by
已经过去了
But I still can't seem to tell you why
但我似乎依然不能告诉你原因
It hurts me every time I see you
每次见到你，这都会刺痛我的心
Realize how much I need you
我才意识到自己有多么需要你
I hate you I love you
我恨你 我爱你
I hate that I love you
我讨厌我还爱着你
Don't want to, but I can't put
我不想沉沦 但我无法
Nobody else above you
让别人住进我心里代替你的位置
I hate you I love you
我恨你 我爱你
I hate that I want you
我讨厌我还想念你
You want her, you need her
你很爱她 你需要她
And I'll never be her
可我永远不能成为她
I miss you when I can't sleep
失眠的时候，我想的是你
Or right after coffee
喝完咖啡的时候， 我想的是你
Or right when I can't eat
没有胃口的时候， 我想的还是你
I miss you in my front seat
我想念你坐在我的前座
Still got sand in my sweaters
我的毛衣里还留有细沙
From nights we don't remember
在多少个日夜里被淡忘了
Do you miss me like I miss you?
你是否像我想你一样也想着我
****** around and got attached to you
抛下了一切只想待在你身旁
Friends can break your heart too, and
朋友也有使你伤心的时候
I'm always tired but never of you
我沉溺于对你的思念乐此不疲却耿耿于怀
If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that ****
如果我将爱强加于你 你也不会高兴吧
I put this reel out, but you wouldn't bite that ****
我将深藏在心的话告诉你 而你不会回应
I type a text but then I nevermind that ****
我写了简讯 我并不在意你是否回复
I got these feelings but you never mind that ****
我知道我的这些感受 你从来不会在乎
Oh oh, keep it on the low
好了 不说了
You're still in love with me but your friends don't know
你说还爱着我 然而你朋友们却不知道
If u wanted me you would just say so
如果你真的爱我 你肯定对朋友说过
And if I were you, I would never let me go
如果我是你 我绝对不会就这样放手
I don't mean no harm
我没有恶意
I just miss you on my arm
我只是想你靠在我的肩上
Wedding bells were just alarms
婚礼的钟声刚刚轻抚过耳畔
Caution tape around my heart
万念俱灰的感觉缠绕着我的心
You ever wonder what we could have been?
你有没有想过我们本也可以步入教堂？
You said you wouldn't and you ******* did
你说过你不想永远在一起 结果你真的离我而去
Lie to me, lie with me, get your ******* fix
一遍又一遍地欺骗着我直到失去重来的机会
Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all ******* mixed
现在的我也不清楚那是怎样的感受
Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing
我总是思念着不该思念的人
Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance
有时候 必须斩断联系保持距离
I know that I control my thoughts and I should stop reminiscing
我知道我必需隐藏自己的情绪 我也必需停止回忆
But I learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings
但我从父亲那学到 有这样的感受也是一件好事
When love and trust are gone
当爱与誓言 都悄然远去
I guess this is moving on
我想 这一切 也终会过去的
Everyone I do right does me wrong
我认为这样就可以了 可所有人都认为我放不下
So every lonely night, I sing this song
所以每个孑然一身的夜晚，我都会将这旋律轻轻哼起
I hate you I love you
我恨你 我爱你
I hate that I love you
我恨我还是那样爱着你
Don't want to, but I can't put
我不想沉沦 但我再无法
Nobody else above you
让别人住进心里
I hate you I love you
我恨你 我爱你
I hate that I want you
我恨我还是那样想着你
You want her, you need her
你很爱她 你需要她
And I'll never be her
可我永远不能成为她
All alone I watch you watch her
我孤独地望着你，你却看着她
Like she's the only girl you've ever seen
似乎她就是你眼中的唯一
You don't care you never did
你从来就没有在乎过你伤害了谁
You don't give a damn about me
你从来都没在意过我
Yeah all alone I watch you watch her
我孤独地望这着看着她的你
She's the only thing you've ever seen
她就是你眼中的唯一
How is it you never notice
为什么你从来没意识到
That you are slowly killing me
是你一点一点地扼杀了我
I hate you I love you
我恨你 我爱你
I hate that I love you
我恨我 爱着你
Don't want to, but I can't put
我不想沉沦 但我再无法
Nobody else above you
让别人住进心里
I hate you I love you
我恨你 我爱你
I hate that I want you
我恨我 爱着你
You want her, you need her
你很爱她 你需要她
And I'll never be her
可我永远不能成为她