the special two

Ive hardly been outside my room in days
Cause I dont feel that I deserve the sunshines rays
The darkness helped until the whiskey wore away
And it was then I realize the conscience never fades
When youre young you have this image of your life
That youll be scrupulous and one day even make a wife
And you make boundaries youd never dream to cross
And if you happen to you wake completely lost
But I will fight for you, be sure that I will fight
Until were the special two once again
And we will only need each other, well bleed together
Our hands would not be taught to hold anothers
Cause were the special two
And we can only see each other, well breathe together
These arms will not be taught to need anothers
Cause were the special two
I remember someone old once said to me
That lies will lock you up with truth the only key
I was comfortable and warm inside my shell
And couldnt see this place could soon become my hell
So is it better to tell and hurt or lie to save their face?
Well, my guess the answer is dont do it in the first place
I know, Im not deserving of your trust from you right now
But if by chance you change your mind
You know I will not let you down
Cause we were the special two and will be again
And we will only need each other, well bleed together
Our hands would not be taught to hold anothers
Cause were the special two
And we can only seeeach other, well breathe together
These arms will not be taught to need anothers
Were the special two
I step outside my minds eyes for a minute
And I look over me like a doctor looking for disease
Or something that could ease the pain
But nothing cures the hurt, you, you bring on boy yourself
Just remembering, just remembering how we were
And we would only need each other, wed bleed together
These hands would not be taught to hold anothers
We were the special two
And we could only see each other, wed bleed together
These arms would not be taught to need anothers
Cause were the special two