I Cant Be My Old Self Forever

Whats it like to walk through rain
在雨中行走是什麼感覺
With nothing to cover your shame 'cause
沒有什麼可以掩蓋你的羞恥
My umbrella stays up even under a bridge
即使在橋下，我的雨傘也會撐著
Whats it like to wonder why
想知道是什麼感覺
I do everything with you on my mind when
為什麼我做每件事的時候都想著你
Everything I do is just my way to escape you
我所做的一切都是為了逃避你
Ive been told I've gone nowhere on my own
有人告訴我，我一個人哪也去不了
Well, weve just seen that I cant run from my own
好吧，我們已經知道我不能逃避自己的生活
Knowing that the truth already hurts but I wont stop this
知道真相已經很傷人，但我不會停止
Knowing youre the only one Id lose aint enough to stop me
知道你是我唯一會失去的人，並不足以阻止我
Oh, I find it hard to leave you there
哦，我發現很難把將你留下
Knowing that the truth already hurts
知道真相已經很傷人
Knowing that Ive only just begun
我知道我才剛剛開始
Knowing that the truth already hurts
知道真相已經很傷人
I never liked to win your games
我從來不喜歡在你的遊戲中獲勝
Can't keep giving love when you keep on playing
當你繼續玩的時候，你不能繼續給予我些愛嗎
They won't have a last move if I wake up and leave them
如果我醒來離開他們，他們就不會有最後的行動
Ive been told I've gone nowhere on my own
有人告訴我，我一個人哪也去不了
Well, weve both seen that I cant run from my own
好吧，我們已經知道我不能逃避自己的生活
Knowing that the truth already hurts but I wont stop this
知道真相已經很傷人，但我不會停止
Knowing you're the only one Id lose aint enough to stop me
知道你是我唯一會失去的人，並不足以阻止我
Oh, I find it hard to leave you there
哦，我發現很難把將你留下
Knowing that the truth already hurts
知道真相已經很傷人
Knowing that I've only just begun
我知道我才剛剛開始
Knowing that the truth already hurts
知道真相已經很傷人
I can only be this way with you
我只能這樣和你在一起
There aint nothing you can say or do
你什麼也不能說，什麼也不能做
You cant pay me for myself so you
你不能給我補償所以你
Know that I cant lose
知道我不能失去
Now you know the truth already hurts but I wont stop this
現在你知道真相已經很傷人了，但我不會停止
Knowing your the only one Id lose aint enough to stop me
知道你是我唯一會失去的人，並不足以阻止我
Knowing that the truth already hurts but I wont stop this
知道真相已經很傷人了，但我不會停止
Knowing youre the only one Id lose aint enough to stop me
知道你是我唯一會失去的人，並不足以阻止我
Oh, I find it hard to leave you there
哦，我發現很難把你留下
Knowing that the truth already hurts
知道真相已經很傷人了
Knowing that Ive only just begun
我知道我才剛剛開始
Knowing that the truth already hurts
知道真相已經很傷人了