Ultraphobic

I used to dream in technicolor
Now its all gone black and white
I used to have myself a schedule
Now I stay awake all night
I wish Id seen this coming
But I dont have second sight
I should have found somebody else
Or built a wall around my heart
Spent the money in my wallet
On a ten foot bodyguard
Maybe then you leaving me
Would not have hit me quite so hard
I wish that
I couldve turned this around
Been shot down,
Im broken in pieces
All over the ground been shot down
Im totally speechless, cant make a sound
All the kings horses and all the kings men
Could never get my heart together again
Its smashed into pieces and cast to the wind
I have to start all over , all over again