Ultraphobic

I used to dream in technicolor
Now it's all gone black and white
I used to have myself a schedule
Now I stay awake all night
I wish I'd seen this coming
But I don't have second sight
I should have found somebody else
Or built a wall around my heart
Spent the money in my wallet
On a ten foot bodyguard
Maybe then you leaving me
Would not have hit me quite so hard
I wish that
I could've turned this around
Been shot down,
I'm broken in pieces
All over the ground been shot down
I'm totally speechless, can't make a sound
All the kings horses and all the kings men
Could never get my heart together again
It's smashed into pieces and cast to the wind
I have to start all over, all over again