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I hate when I'm left on my own again
我不喜歡當我被孤身一人地留下
I'm just a broken kid hoping for someone to hold them quick
就像是恐懼的孩童等待著路人的擁抱
Lost in emotions and potions this
情緒彷彿毒藥般向我襲來
Is me reaching and you can't even notice it
我的掙扎你卻可能不曾在意
You took my heart and then froze it quick
但你偷走了我的心又將它藏入冰窖
Locked up the door and my chest and regret that I opened it
我再一次把我的心門上鎖並開始後悔我曾輕易地將它打開
Vision is slow and can't focus I feel like my head is exploding
視線變得模糊起來而我開始心神不寧頭疼欲裂
Shits getting old and my time is approaching
我聽到我的時間在滴答倒數那些糟心事卻揮之不散
This is a mindset I think that my minds *** *in broken
我的大腦四分五裂
Just look at the way that I'm coping
我無助地與之爭鬥
Ounce nothing less what I'm smoking
任由刺鼻的煙草麻痺我的神經
This is the life that I've chosen
這是我所踏上的路
And I've had regrets every step of the way
而我已經開始後悔我邁出的每一步
Puffed up my chest as I left through the flame
挺起我的胸膛當我走出火焰
Left you for dead and in my head I'm insane
把你置於死地我已經變得歇斯里底
Dead for a red as I bled out in pain
我躺在地上任由鮮血流淌染濕我的痛楚
Stay strong with me my baby
寶貝和我一起站在一起
I'll keep you sane
我會讓你保持清醒
Stay strong with me my baby
寶貝過來和我一起撐住
I'll keep you sane
我會讓你恢復理智
What do you want from me
你又想從我這獲得什麼呢
This is just honesty 'cause honestly i' ll fall asleep
讓我們開誠佈公因為我已經昏昏沉沉
Before it gets hard to breathe
而最終我會無法呼吸
I'll constantly just fall to piece
我感受到我正一絲絲地碎成碎片
You know its hard for me but still you pry so modernly
你知道這一切對我來說並不好受可你依然冷酷地觀望
This is a tragedy or more just like a comedy
這應該是一場悲劇可卻充滿了喜感
Keep playing the victim I know all of the lies your tryna sell
你盡可繼續扮演你的受害者可我已經看穿了你所有伎倆
I'm stuck in this room that's full of these mirros all I got is myself
我困在這個四周圍滿鏡子的房間裡只有自己可以依靠
You know I live for the pain
你清楚我為了痛苦而活
You know I'm stuck in the rain
你也知道當我困在瓢潑大雨之中
I do it again and again and again
我只會一遍遍地完成我的使命
And everything's broken and always in the vein
周遭的一切破碎不堪不管誰的努力也總是徒勞無功