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I hate when I'm left on my own again
我不喜欢当我被孤身一人地留下
I'm just a broken kid hoping for someone to hold them quick
就像是恐惧的孩童等待着路人的拥抱
Lost in emotions and potions this
情绪仿佛毒药般向我袭来
Is me reaching and you can't even notice it
我的挣扎你却可能不曾在意
You took my heart and then froze it quick
但你偷走了我的心又将它藏入冰窖
Locked up the door and my chest and regret that I opened it
我再一次把我的心门上锁 并开始后悔我曾轻易地将它打开
Vision is slow and can't focus I feel like my head is exploding
视线变得模糊起来 而我开始心神不宁 头疼欲裂
Shits getting old and my time is approaching
我听到我的时间在滴答倒数 那些糟心事却挥之不散
This is a mindset I think that my minds ****in broken
我的大脑四分五裂
Just look at the way that I'm coping
我无助地与之争斗
Ounce nothing less what I'm smoking
任由刺鼻的烟草麻痹我的神经
This is the life that I've chosen
这是我所踏上的路
And I've had regrets every step of the way
而我已经开始后悔我迈出的每一步
Puffed up my chest as I left through the flame
挺起我的胸膛当我走出火焰
Left you for dead and in my head I'm insane
把你置于死地 我已经变得歇斯里底
Dead for a red as I bled out in pain
我躺在地上任由鲜血流淌染湿我的痛楚
Stay strong with me my baby
宝贝和我一起站在一起
I'll keep you sane
我会让你保持清醒
Stay strong with me my baby
宝贝过来和我一起撑住
I'll keep you sane
我会让你恢复理智
What do you want from me
你又想从我这获得什么呢
This is just honesty 'cause honestly i'll fall asleep
让我们开诚布公因为我已经昏昏沉沉
Before it gets hard to breathe
而最终我会无法呼吸
I'll constantly just fall to piece
我感受到我正一丝丝地碎成碎片
You know its hard for me but still you pry so modernly
你知道这一切对我来说并不好受可你依然冷酷地观望
This is a tragedy or more just like a comedy
这应该是一场悲剧可却充满了喜感
Keep playing the victim I know all of the lies your tryna sell
你尽可继续扮演你的受害者 可我已经看穿了你所有伎俩
I'm stuck in this room that's full of these mirros all I got is myself
我困在这个四周围满镜子的房间里只有自己可以依靠
You know I live for the pain
你清楚我为了痛苦而活
You know I'm stuck in the rain
你也知道当我困在瓢泼大雨之中
I do it again and again and again
我只会一遍遍地完成我的使命
And everything's broken and always in the vein
周遭的一切破碎不堪 不管谁的努力也总是徒劳无功