Breaking the Habit (Live)

Memories concern
記憶不堪回首
Like opening the wound
如同撕開傷口
I'm picking me apart again
我在重新找回自我
You all assume
你們都以為
I'm safer in my room
自我封閉可以免受傷痛
Unless I try to start again
除非我想一了百了
I don't want to be the one
為什麼總是我
Who battles always choose
飽受戰鬥荼毒
Cuz inside I realize
因為內心深處我意識到
That I'm the one confused
迷惑的人只有自己
I don't know what's worth fighting for
我不知道為何而戰
Or why I have to scream
我又為何悲鳴
I don' t know why I instigate
我不知道我為何深受蠱惑
And say what I don't mean
心口不一
I don't know how I got this way
我不知道我如何到了這般田地
I know it's not alright
我知道這不對
So I'm breaking the habit
所以我要打破常規
I'm breaking the habit tonight
今晚我將破繭重生

Cultured my cure
尋求救贖
I tightly lock the door
我緊閉心門
I try to catch my breath again
只想平靜呼吸
I hurt much more
但卻徒勞無功
Than anytime before
痛不欲生
I have no options left again
我已經沒有選擇的餘地
I dont want to be the one
為什麼總是我
Who battles always choose
飽受戰鬥荼毒
Cuz inside I realize
因為內心深處我意識到
That I'm the one confused
迷惑的人只有自己
I don't know what's worth fighting for
我不知道為何而戰
Or why I have to scream
我又為何悲鳴
I don't know why I instigate
我不知道為何我深受蠱惑
And say what I don't mean
心口不一
I don't know how I got this way
我不知道我如何到了這般田地
I know it's not alright
我知道這不對
So, I'm breaking the habit
所以我要打破常規
I'm breaking the habit tonight
今晚我將破繭重生
I'll paint it on the walls
要將心牆重新塗抹
Cuz I'm the one that falls
因為寫滿了我的過錯
I'll never fight again
我將放棄爭鬥
And this is how it ends
一切終將結束
I don't know what's worth fighting for
我不知道為何而戰
Or why I have to scream
我又為何悲鳴
I don't know why I instigate
我不知道為何我深受蠱惑
And say what I don't mean
心口不一
I don't know how I got this way
我不知道我如何到了這般田地
I'll never be alright
我永遠無法痊癒
So, I'm breaking the habit
所以我要打破常規
I'm breaking the habit
我將重生
I'm breaking the habit tonight
今晚，我將破繭重生
Thank you
謝謝大家