Sellout

I'm sick of hearing that I changed up
我受够了听到说我改变了
Everybody wanna keep me chained up
每个人都想束缚我
Check if this a race, if I'm running and you're walking, I can't wait up, straight up
如果这是一场比赛 如果我在跑而你在走 我不会等你而是会直接走
I feel like I'm the same as when I came up
我感觉我和刚出名的时候一样
It's still f!ck a record label, still f!ck a manager
还是那个唱片公司 还是那个经纪人
Still do it all with my girl from my home
还是和家里的女孩一起
Yeah, I bought some Gucci, but I hardly even wear it
是的 我买了一些Gucci 但我几乎很少穿它们
I was stoked that after thirty years, I finally wasn't broke
如果三十年后我没有破产的话我会狂喜
And I don't like that stuff, the vibe ain't tough
我不喜欢那些衣服 它们不是很有范
I should go and soak the clothes in gasoline and light that up
我应该去把它们泡在汽油里然后一把火把它点燃
All these stupid little rappers popping Xanax, bad examples for our children
所有这些愚蠢的rapper们让嗑药变得流行 给孩子们做了不好的示范
I will never write that, bruh
我从来不会那样
I'm the same man living like I used to
我还是活的像以前一样
Do it for my fans, getting famous off of YouTube
为了我的粉丝 慢慢在油管上变得有名
Hope they understand I'm only human, didn't know that making music
希望他们能理解我只是个不知道做音乐
Will be so f!cking confusing, no excuses, that's the truth, too
会这么让人迷惑的普通人 这不是借口 是事实
I will always be the person who I used to be
我还是那个以前的我
I ain't wearing diamonds, I ain't lying 'bout my jewelry
我不会穿金戴银 也不会闲置我的珠宝
Every chain is fake, and all that Gucci isn't new to me
所有的项链都是假货 所有的Gucci也是二手货
I bought it secondhand so I look cool on your computer screen
我买了二手货 所以你在电脑上看我时会觉得我很酷
So I'm tired of being analyzed by fans like they're scientists
我厌倦了被以为自己是科学家的粉丝去分析
And criticized for every single rhyme I spit
去批评我说的每一句韵脚
If you really think I changed, quest my sister 'bout her wedding dress
如果你真的觉得我变了 就去问问我妹妹的婚纱
My dad about Nepal or my mom 'bout her appliances
我爸爸关于尼泊尔的事 或者和我妈妈谈谈她的家电

他们会说我出卖了初心 根本不爱我
They say I sold out, love me poor
他们根本不想再和我打交道
They don't f!ck with me no more
说我变了 他们现在厌倦我
Say I changed up, now they're bored
他们想念以前的那个我
They miss the way I was before
我猜是因为我红了 他们疯了
I guess I sold out, they're mad
我有了金牙 LV包
Gold mouth, Louis bag
但是我的存在
But everything I was
造就了我的一切
Made me everything I, everything I am
听着 我明白所有的批评都被证实了

一起度过这么多年 现在我们正在经历一个可怕的时刻
Look, I get it, all the criticism verified
相信我 如果我亲眼看到我的英雄表现得与以往不同
Spent some years together, now we're going through a scary time
他看起来要改变 我会跌倒 我会害怕
Trust me, if I witnessed my hero been acting different
但是想象一下:蟑螂正在从橱柜里爬出来
It seemed like he might be switching, I'd be tripping, I'd be terrified
我当时住在贫民区 问我母亲借钱
But picture this: roach is climbing out the cupboards
我那时精神崩溃 女朋友也在挣扎
I was living in the ghetto, borrowed money from my mother
后来我一夜成名 我们付清了债务
I just had a mental breakdown, my girlfriend in the struggle
去了Gucci和Louis 把它们搬到了一个安全的地方
Then I blew up overnight and we were covered
开始做我们躺下时梦寐以求的事
We went to Gucci and Louis, moved out the hood to a safe house
现在所有人都说我变了 他们痛恨我
Started doing things that we dreamed when we laid down
我试着给我女朋友看，“嘿，宝贝，我们现在还好”
Now everybody's saying that I changed and they hate loud
我仍然向任何想要阻止我的
I was tryna show my girl like, "Hey, babe, we're okay now"
唱片公司的大厅的窗户扔砖头
Still throw a brick through the window of the lobby
仍然为每一个有故事的孤独的人发声
Of any record label who tryna stop me
他们不会说 因为他们从来没有人
Still be the voice of every single lonely person with the story
对制度、制药公司和每一个疯狂的政客不满
They can't tell because they never had nobody
每一个被激怒的千禧一代都会听不进去
Still f!ck the system and pharma and every whack politician
我陷入了尝试展示给黑子们看我做了什么的困境
And every triggered millennial too offended to listen
我忘了我曾经承诺过要成为Thomas
I got caught up in tryna show all the haters I did it
我理解为什么每个人后来都说我变了
And I forgot that being Thomas was the promise I'd given
但是我厌倦了所有事一成不变
I understand why everybody lately saying I changed
我发誓我会用燃料和火焰烧了它们
But I get bored of everything that stays exactly the same
在我迷失自己 变成我讨厌的人之前
I promise that I'll burn it down with fuel and flames
他们说我出卖了初心 很讨厌我
Before I lose myself and become all the things that I hate
他们再也不想和我打交道

说我变了 他们现在厌倦了
They say I sold out, love me poor
他们想念以前的我
They don't f!ck with me no more
我想是因为我红了 他们疯了
Say I changed up, now they're bored
我有了金牙 LV包
They miss the way I was before
但是我的存在
I guess I sold out, they're mad
造就了我的一切
Gold mouth, Louis bag
我从我的错误中学习 成长 改变
But everything I was
但我发誓我还是那个我
Made me everything I, everything I am
我一路上跌倒了很多次 远超过我能承受的

但我还好
I learned from my mistakes, I grew up and I changed
他们说我出卖了初心 根本不爱我
But I swear I'm still the same
他们再也不想和我打交道
I fell along the way so more than I could take
说我变了 他们现在很烦我
But I turned out okay
他们想念以前的我

我想是因为我红了 他们疯了
They say I sold out, love me poor
我有了金牙 LV包
They don't f!ck with me no more
但是我的存在
Say I changed up, now they're bored
造就了我的一切
They miss the way I was before
他们说我出卖了初心 根本不爱我
I guess I sold out, they're mad
他们再也不想和我打交道
Gold mouth, Louis bag
说我变了 他们现在很烦我
But everything I was
他们想念以前的我
Made me everything I, everything I am
我觉得是因为我红了 他们疯了

我有了金牙 LV包
They say I sold out, love me poor
但是我的存在
They don't f!ck with me no more
造就了我的一切
Say I changed up, now they're bored
They miss the way I was before
I guess I sold out, they're mad
Gold mouth, Louis bag
But everything I was
Made me everything I, everything I am