I can't look at you

Seaport in the summer
盛夏的海港边
The waiter pours me wine
服务员给我倒酒
You compliment my sweater
你对我的外套赞不绝口
I think I got that shit online
但我在网络上有些麻烦
You told me that you're sober
你说你本来很清醒
But get high with your friends
但和好友呆久得上头了
You said that you were younger, and substance pulled you under
你说你还年纪轻轻 却被物质连累
I should have known how this would end
我早该料到这结局

Well it's alright, if you lie to me
好吧没事 就算你对我说谎
And I don't see through
我也无法看穿
Why would I assume?
为何我会猜想
That you're playing me, for a ****ing fool
你将我像个傻瓜般玩弄
I'm not in the mood
我现在心情很糟
Now I can't look at you
不能再直视你了

Somehow I can't remember
我莫名忘记
If you're even alive
你是否还存于我脑海
Thank god we're not together
幸亏我们没在一起
Nobody asks if you're alright
也没人问你近况
I let friends go, I made enemies
朋友关系破裂 演变为仇敌
But never like this, now you're dead to me
从未遇到这种情况 如今你不复存在
I blocked your cellphone and your handle
我拉黑了你的手机号 和你的昵称
I think it's over, I think it cancels
我想一切都结束了 和你再没瓜葛了
Your dad called me, when we last spoke
你父亲来电 我们上回聊天
He asked about you, that's a bad joke
他询问到你时 讲着冷笑话
I should have left you, a little sooner
我就应该早点 离你而去
Now that's humour
现在看来就是笑话

When you say that it's alright, if you lie to me
当你说好吧没事 就算是谎言
And I don't see through
我也无法看穿
Why would I assume?
为何我会猜想
That you're playing me, for a ****ing fool
你将我像个傻瓜般玩弄
I'm not in the mood
我现在心情很糟
Now I can't look at you
不能再直视你了