happier than ever

When Im away from you
Im happier than ever
Wish I could explain it better
I wish it wasnt true mmm
Give me a day or two
To think of something clever
To write myself a letter
To tell me what to do mm-mm
Do you read my interviews
Or do you skip my avenue
When you said you were passin through
Was I even on your way
I knew when I asked you to
When I asked you to
Be cool about what I was tellin you
Youd do the opposite of what you said youd do
What you said youd do
And Id end up more afraid
Dont say it isnt fair
You clearly werent aware that you made me miserable ooh
So if you really wanna know
When Im away from you
Im happier than ever
Wish I could explain it better
I wish it wasnt true mmm
You called me again drunk in your Benz
Drivin home under the influence
You scared me to death but Im wastin my breath
Cause you only listen to your f**kin friends
I dont relate to you
I dont relate to you no
Cause Id never treat me this s** tty
You made me hate this city
And I dont talk s**t about you on the internet
Never told anyone anything bad
Cause that s**ts embarrassing you were my everything
And all that you did was make me f**kin sad
So dont waste the time I dont have
And dont try to make me feel bad
I could talk about every time that you showed up on time
But Id have an emptyline cause you never did
Never paid any mind to my mother or friends so I
Shut them all out for you cause I was a kid
You ruined everything good
Always said you were misunderstood
Made all my moments your own
Just f**kin leave me alone