left out

Feeling left out from the right side of your bed
被你冷落再床側
Feeling stressed out over every last word you said
總是壓抑著聽完你的每一個字
Feelings left now, just a ghost inside my head
我的腦海裡不停地浮現出一隻鬼魂
Feeling less now cause I know you dream me dead
你卻連做夢都想要我去死
I been left out, lied to, talked about and used
我被冷落、騙、議論、利用
Stared down and laughed at while walking out of school
放學路上總有無數嘲笑看扁我的身影
You wanna put the blame on me, the feeling's nothing new
你想讓我承受所有，這樣無趣的折磨
You wanna hang more pain on me, there's nothing you can do
甚至想要不斷折磨我，你卻無能為力
A moment lasts inside this coffin, I'm buried often
每時每刻我都像要被靈柩埋葬
Every time your calling once your starting there's no stopping
你沒有盡頭的使喚我
You know what, I pick my phone up, know you can hear me
知道嗎，我接起電話，我知道你能聽到
Just show up and show love, just want you near me
而我只是想炫耀一下，你在我身旁
But like, does that even feel right?
但，這種感覺是對的嗎
Cause I don't want you if anyone can hold you all through the night
如果所有人都可以擁你入眠，那我選擇離去
And is it even fair or worth for me to put up a fight?
你究竟值不值得我為你拼搏
Just to prove that I'm the one and you still leave out of spite
只需證明我是你的唯一，你卻只是為了洩憤
No more broken hearts to fall apart to broken promise
我在沒有受傷的心去承受你無望的承諾
No more playing cards with broken shards which goes to haunt us
再也玩不起相互獵取的紙片
And we don't gotta put all this care beyond us
我們不再關心彼此
But you don't gotta be scared to be honest
說實話，你不必如此驚慌
Feeling left out from the right side of your bed
被你冷落再床側
Feeling stressed out over every last word you said
總是壓抑著聽完你的每一個字
Feelings left now, just a ghost inside my head
我的腦海裡不停地浮現出一隻鬼魂
Feeling less now cause I know you dream me dead
你卻連做夢都想要我去死
I thought a lot lately, please
我最近想通了很多
I wanna stop playing these games
我不想在與你糾纏在遊戲中
Your mom and pops hate me
你的父母恨透了我吧
And now I'm probably not your top choice
我可能也不是你首選的對象
As your drinking on the rocks lately
當你酩酊大醉時
I wanna confess
我不停懺悔
I wanna die when your brought up by friends
你帶著你的朋友們來，我被置於死地
And every night I'm haunted in bed
我每晚都躺在床上度日如年
So I cry, every drop is a sin
所以我哭了，每一滴都是一種罪過
And I think I'm healing again
我認為我又一次被治癒了
But every feeling I'm feeling is like I'm peeling the skin
但是每一種感覺都在活剝著我
Always dealing with women at every show and event
總在受傷後與其他人纏綿
But if we're home or if we're out you're on your phone every second
但我在你身旁時你總是專注於手機
Said that I'm an ass, I said I think you're right
你說我混蛋，我絕對認同
So every conversation turns to basically a fight
所以我們每次談話都以戰爭結束
Stare into my eyes and tell me what you need
看著我，告訴我你到底想要什麼
As I pray to God that you never leave
我祈求上帝讓你不要棄我而去
Feeling left out from the right side of your bed
被你冷落再床側
Feeling stressed out over every last word you said
總是壓抑著聽完你的每一個字
Feelings left now, just a ghost inside my head
我的腦海裡不停地浮現出一隻鬼魂
Feeling less now cause I know you dream me dead
你卻連做夢都想要我去死