Breakdown (Explicit Version)
J. Cole
Breakdown (Explicit Version) 歌詞
[Verse 1]
Yeah
Yeah
Look, I just shed tears homie and no I aint too proud to admit it
Just seen my father for the first time in a minute
When I say a minute I mean years man
Damn, a whale could have swam in them tears fam
Cause as I left em I reflected on my younger days
When it was just me and my brother and my mother played
Father, 'cause no other man bothered
Not even my biological, it never seemed logical
But I accepted it cause I aint know no better
Thought I was brighter than a Polo sweater
No pops was like Martin with no Coretta
So many things you could have told me
And saved me the trouble of letting my mistakes show me
I feel like you barely know me
And thats a shame 'cause our last name is the same
That blood type flowing through our veins is the same
My mama left you and it may be that angers to blame
But thats no excuse, only you and God know the truth
And why you only call monthly, barely ever saw me
Spend some summers with you and played with my cousin Maury
Maybe I should be telling you “**** you” 'cause you selfish
But I want a father so bad, I cant help but...
Break down
I break down
Cant help but break down
I break down
[Verse 2]
Yeah, I never thought Id see my mama on that ****, man
Its ******* with her body, now she sick, damn
I wanted a big house with a white picket fence and a pool
Who would have ever thought that it would come to this, man?
Quicksand is what this life feel like
That**** these rappers kick is nothing like real life
You made a milli off of serving hard white? Yeah right
My mama tell you what addicted to that pipe feel like
Stupid ***** *, I heard the cops be shooting ******
I swear to God, wish I could bulletproof my ******
Cant get no jobs, but they still recruiting ***** *
We trying to stand tall when it get too crucial ******
Break down, we break down
We break down, we break down
Break the break down
[ Verse 3]
Yeah, Hes serving time, locked down
And she dont want nobody to know
His daughter 25 pounds
By the time he get out, she gon be 4
Now will his girl stay down?
Aint no doubt she love him, yeah thats for sure
But temptation stays round
And if she strayed, how could he ever know? Never know
And so, she goes to the club on the weekend
A little freaking, but them ****** holla, but she never speakin
But tonight I see the devil creeping
Cause she been lonely, she aint felt a man in seven seasons
Damn! She doin the best that she can
Her mama tellin her to find another man
She college educated with a felon boyfriend
Thats what she thinkin tonight
Maybe shes right , but please
Stay down mama
Gotta be strong, dont break down mama
Please
Stay down mama
Gotta be strong, dont break down mama
Dont break down
Yeah, dont break down
Dont break down
Dont break down
Uh, break the break down...
Break, break down