Just a Kid

Now damn, I'm just a kid
該死的我只是個孩子
Thinking 'bout everything I ever done and did
回想我所做過的一切事情
Things I wanna do and things I've done lived
那些我想做和我不再做的事
Everything slow but I really wanna live, now say
一切都慢下來了但我真的想活下去所以說
Damn, I'm just a kid
該死的我只是個孩子
Thinking about everything I wanna do and did
思考我想做的和我做過的事
Thinking bout if I go far or go big
想著如果我功成名就
Thinking about if I go dumb or go big
想著如果我一事無成
I'm a child just like no other
我就是個普通的小孩
When I get scared I hide under covers
當我感到害怕時我會躲進被子裡
On a sad day man I really miss my mother
在我悲傷時我非常想念我的母親
Only get one and you never get another
而兩者你只能選其一
When I was a child I was barely loved
小時候沒有人愛我
Mommy passed away and my daddy was on drugs
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Granny took me in, with her 5 kids
奶奶收留了我她有5個孩子
And up until 8, that's where I always live
最多時有8個我一直跟他們生活在一起
Granny got sick and then she passed away
奶奶生病去世
And biggest heartbreak that I ever did take
這是我最為心痛的事
Things were so good man, things were so great
一切都如此的美好
And then in one day my whole life had changed
然而就在某天我的人生髮生了翻天覆地的變化
Suddenly I'm out here adopted
突然間我被收養了離開了一直待的地方
No one from my family gave me the option
我的家人沒有給我選擇的機會
To live with my family or someone familiar
讓我跟我家人或者親友一起生活的機會
Gave me away to a person wit hidden agendas
他們暗中商議把我送走
Passed to stranger who needed the money
把我送給貧窮得陌生人
She was a psycho, she never loved me
她是個瘋子從未愛過我
Damn my whole life everyone had to f*ck me
我的人生簡直糟透了
Wow, I guess I'm just lucky
哦也許是我走運了吧
Now damn, I'm just a kid
該死的我只是個孩子
Thinking 'bout everything I ever done and did
回想我所做過的一切事情
Things I wanna do and things I've done lived
那些我想做和我不再做的事
Everything slow but I really wanna live, now say
一切都慢下來了但我真的想活下去所以說
Damn, I'm just a kid
該死的我只是個孩子
Thinking about everything I wanna do and did
思考我想做的和我做過的事
Thinking bout if I go far or go big
想著如果我功成名就
Thinking about if I go dumb or go big
想著如果我一事無成
I never mattered, nobody ever cared
我不被重視無人關心
Gave me to strangers who claimed me as theirs
我被送給陌生人說我是他們的孩子
I was abused and I was aware
我知道我被虐待了
She told me to lie and say that I had fell
她讓我撒謊說我是摔了一跤
Damn, I got marks on my face
該死的我臉上有了疤
Disassociate and my thoughts go erased
脫離瓜葛消除想法
Numb in my soul, I feel so out of place
內心麻木我是如此的格格不入
Long way from home, I need out of this place
遠離家鄉我要逃離這個鬼地方
I'm the sad kid and the bad kid
我是個悶悶不樂的壞小孩
I'm a disappointment and I'm average
我很普通別人只會對我感到失望
Never make her proud, all I do is damage
從來未讓她以我為傲我只會搞破壞
Called me a burden, but she took advantage
說我是個累贅卻從中獲益
Now damn, I'm just a kid
該死的我只是個孩子
Thinking 'bout everything I ever done and did
回想我所做過的一切事情
Things I wanna do and things I've done lived
那些我想做和我不再做的事
Everything slow but I really wanna live, now say
一切都慢下來了但我真的想活下去所以說
Damn, I'm just a kid
該死的我只是個孩子
Thinking about everything I wanna do and did
思考我想做的和我做過的事
Thinking bout if I go far or go big
想著如果我功成名就
Thinking about if I go dumbor go big
想著如果我一事無成
She said she loved me, she didn't liked me
她說她愛我但她不喜歡我
I wasn't special and I wasn 't likely
我也不特別不像能成就大事的人
Wasn't that cute, no one would want me
我不可愛沒有人會要我
Nobody cared in that, I was forgotten
沒有人在乎我被遺忘了
Left as an orphan, no other options
成為孤兒別無選擇
She hit me again and I want her to stop it
她又打我我想要她住手
The place of my soul has grown microscopic
我的內心逐漸覺醒
They take me on weekends and act like they care
週末他們來接我表現得他們真的在乎一樣
I lived in fear, I was young, I was scared
我活在恐懼裡我還小我很怕
The scars from my childhood have followed me here
童年的傷疤一直伴隨著我
The pattern repeat and they come back right here
同樣的情形一切回到原點
The pattern repeat and they come back right here
同樣的情形一切回到原點