Ill Mind of Hopsin 5

其實我討厭說唱
Man I hate rap
但這遊戲就像太合腳的鞋子，我只能穿著
But if the shoe fits, wear it
我變成了每個孩子眼中的怪胎
Ive become a freak of nature all of kids stare at
那些孩子正大聲的放著我的上一張專輯
Walk around bumping raw,with the shit blaring
他們說著“CTMD的學校”然後輟學離開就像流產的嬰兒
Sayingfuck school and dropping out like a miscarriage
我為他們感到羞愧，並為我在這場邪惡遊戲中所扮演的角色感到羞恥
Im embarrassed, and Im ashamed I played a part in this devilish game,
讓他們常識崩潰
Making ya common sense perish,
但我不是唯一的肇事者
But I aint taking the full blame,
還有你們的父母，因為你們這些蠢貨中的大部分人都沒有被嚴厲管教
Cuz most of you chumps running around here aint never had strict parents.
你們的腦細胞在大麻中腐爛
All of your brain cells rotting from weed,
你覺得沒有飛過葉子這人生就不完整
Feeling like if you aint got it lifes not as complete.
你像種馬一樣見著是人的就上
You having sex with every mother fucking body you see,
你的過去太灰暗了，連撒旦都坐不住了
with a past so dark, that Satan would jump out of his seat.
但你仍然在街上晃蕩著，覺得你是炙手可熱的潮人
Still you out on these streets, thinking you as hot as can be,
沒有任何見識
Without the knowledge to lead,
你只能像綿羊一樣人云亦云
So you just follow the sheep.
唯一關注的事兒就是穿得光鮮亮麗
Making sure your name and swag is all polished and clean,
你最喜歡的“說唱歌手”在給汽水做廣告
While your favorite is likeYeah he got it from me.
你被這虛榮裝逼的生活方式給洗腦了

當我提到“有趣”，你的腦中所想的是什麼？
Youve been brainwashed, by a fake life that youre used to living
很有可能是跟你的狐朋狗友喝酒和飛葉子，還有跟你想上的黑木耳吹牛逼
When i say fun , What do you envision?
放著小情歌
Prolly drinking and smoking out with your crew and chillin, with clueless woman you trying to bang
這些是不是你生活的全部？
Bump, a new addition.
如果沒錯的話，那麼你丫就是個傻逼
Is that all you think life really is?
我真心想抓起你的腦袋然後狠狠抽著
Well if so.., Then youre a fucking idiot.
事實上，你根本不配有個大腦，快給我交出來！
I honestly feel like grabbing youre head and hitting it,
你有過任何目標麼
Matter fact you dont even deserve a brain.. GIMME IT!.
除了草姑娘和卷大麻
Do you even have any goals,
好吧讓我猜猜-果然沒有
Aside from bagging these hoes and packing the bowl,
你去上學的唯一理由是因為你爹娘叫你去的
Well lemme guess.. NO!!
然後你唯一干的事兒是跟哥們喝高了然後四處晃悠
Youre only in school, because youre parents made you go,
社會讓你生存是因為你要被分配任務
and all you do is play beer pong and hang out with your bros.
結果你成年了還是沒有一技之長
Yo, society has got you living for a whack cause,
你既不讀書也不會體育
Youre a fucking adult with no skills AT ALL!
也沒有藝術天賦，你根本沒有乾過任何真事兒
You dont read any books or play ball,
你仍舊像被這蛇的果實誘惑著
you dont draw you literally do nothing AT ALL!
你沒有如願以償
Still you fiend for the glamorous fruits,
因為那些偶像說唱歌手只會說：“我錢多的頂到了屋頂！”
you dont have because you idolize rappers that do.
然後你以為財富會像魔法一樣出現在你面前，怎麼可能？
And all they say isI got money and its stacked to the roof,
你懶惰的根本不想幹活
and now you think its just going to magically happen to you.. HOW?
你嘗試學習新事物，卻從來沒有堅持只有兩分鐘熱度
Yo lazy ass dont commit to labour,
然後你就開始抱怨因為生活從來不主動迎合
you pick something up, try it out and put it down two minutes later.
現在無論誰好心指出你的短處你都認為他仇恨你
And then you complain about your life because it aint getting catered,
你想要成功，就必須努力
now who ever trys to call you out on your bullshits a hater?
或者當你老的時候你就會因為虛度年華而悔恨
You wanna succeed, you have to try.
你的朋友全是低能兒，別一副震驚的樣子
Or one day youll get older and regret it all because you cant provide.
瞧，你得把壞果子摘除才能再結果，因為沒有犧牲就沒有收穫
Your friends are low lifes, dont act surprised.
姑娘，別裝作你想要個羅密歐那麼純情，臭婊子那隻是個該死的謊言
Look, just cut the bad fruit off of the tree, make the sacrifice
你總是在說每個男人都是虛偽的

然後你再也受不了了因為你想要真愛
Girls, Stop acting like you want a guy with traits like Romeo,
閉嘴吧黑木耳，趕緊給我省省
You always talk about howevery mans fake,
每週兩晚上，你化上妝然後帶上手鐲
and you cant take it, and you want something real.
然後去夜店脫掉上衣扭著屁股
Shut up , tramp save it.
釣上一個壯闊的屌絲
Twice a week you put on youre make up and damn places,
完事兒之後發現他實際上在加油站工作
From here to the club, half naked with ya ass shaking.
他們其中之一把你搞大了肚子，而你根本養不起自己的孩子
Pulling a low life nigga, who claim he cash making.
但你才是主要原因，你現在挺著肚子就是一個“大”的證明
So you let him hit, find out he work at the gas station.
你想要真愛，那麼請你耐下心來等待
One of them niggas got you pregnant, and you cant raise it.
別整天覺得你的王子就在夜店裡等著你的到來
But you caused it, your actions made a fat statement.
在夜店裡，男人們戴著新的人格面具，幾杯黃湯下肚，他們開始大吵大鬧，喝高了就開始醜態百出
You want romeo then act patient,
然後他們開始尋覓像你一樣有臉無腦的婊子打上一炮
And stop frontin like he in the club, posting in the back waiting.
當他們離你而去，你哭哭啼啼
Its the club, where the guys put on a new persona,
說著什麼“額滴神啊我找不到屬於我的男人
they go to looking for beautiful, brainless, bitches like you to bone them.
我花了這麼多年，付出了無數心血
Then when they leave you, you cry and cry;
為啥我還在地球上？我應該去死”

你想要羅密歐？
Talking aboutOMG,OMG i cant find a guy,
可你根本不配
its been so many years and ive tried and tried,
你不過是個渴望被草的黑木耳，你夠淫蕩還很有可能有性病
why am I even on earth? i should die!
有時候尋找東西的秘密
You want romeo?,
在於停止尋找
youre not worthy.
試試新的生活態度，因為你的上一個並不湊效
Youre cock thirsty, nasty and probably got herpes.
“純爺們”這個詞現在被廣泛的使用著
Sometimes the secret to find,
我很想知道這個詞的意思，因為我TMD被你們搞糊塗了
is to stop searching.
你是不是那個經常扣動扳機，無所顧忌，殺人只為了向你的兄弟證明自己的勇氣
Try a new formula, Because your last ones not working
是不是因為你賣毒品為生

所以你吹噓著你中槍或被刺的次數，好像這不過是一種樂趣
The term real nigga is publically used,
但是你說你的生活是場掙扎，然後你要霸道的度過一生
and I need to know what it means because im fucking confused.
可是你不過是個倉鼠般的屌絲，在滾筒般循環的生活中無法自拔
Are you one? For always busting your two, with nothing to lose and something to prove, the homies up in your crew.
瓷，為什麼只有黑人無法進化到現代人類文明？
Is it because youre selling drugs to get loot?,
因為總有像你們這樣的黑鬼在街頭過著尼安德特人般的原始生活
and brag about how you been shot and stabbed like its fun to be you?
你當然不用遵守法律，因為就像喪家犬一樣你早已被社會和家庭拋棄
But your life is a struggle, and youre just hustling through.
你感興趣的只有乾架、說唱和打籃球
Nah you hamster ass nigga, you just stuck in a LOOP.
我甚至都不能跟你站得太近，因為當我們走在街上
Man, why do black people gotta be the only ones who cant evolve?,
你總是偷東西然後被捕，我啥也沒幹都惹上了麻煩
Because you in the streets acting like neanderthals.
你會變老然後一無所有，在街頭晃著
Its clear that you cant stand the law,
過著所謂“惡棍生活”然後隨時跟看不順眼的人乾架

看看你，一個“純爺們儿”，覺得自己很屌
And all you interested in is fighting,rapping and basketball.
過去姑娘就為了你這種人跟我分了
I cant even fuck with you, because if we out in public,
Girls used to turn me down for guys who wer
he gon get caught stealing some shit, and get my ass in trouble too .
直到你抓住她們的心然後再用長矛擊碎
You get old and be nothing, living life in these streets,
然後她們開始後悔自己錯誤的品味
thugging and starting shit with anybody mean looking.
你們“純爺們儿”所說的都是假的
Look at you, a real nigga, thinking youre lifes cool.
一個真正的爺們儿從來不會吹噓自己有多爺們儿因為他們自己心裡清楚
Girls used to turn me down, for guys who were like you.
而且他的未來總是充滿希望
'Till you grabbed their heart and shoved a spear head right through,
真正的爺們儿從不進號子，手裡總有活干，並且總是專心致志
then they regret it because it wasnt the right move.
你們這些出賣自己靈魂的所謂“說唱歌手”，是你們給我靈感讓我寫下這首歌
Youre real nigga talk seems bogus,
你們去貧民窟看看那些遊手好閒的年輕人，看看當說唱界充斥好吃懶做者時所呈現的惡果
A real nigga dont brag about being real as long as he knows it.
當我拔出你的舌頭的時候真希望時間能延長
And his future doesnt seem hopeless,
神是我的指導，你知道這力量的強大
A real nigga stays out of jail, handle shit and he keeps focused.
你們這些寡廉鮮恥的怪物搞說唱只是為了賺錢，現在這大規模言論控制被我打破
So all you rappers who soul is out in the wrong, you inspired the issue I wrote about in this song.
CNMD嘻哈！
You go to, who roam around in the slums, this is what happens when rap is overcrowded with bums.
他們的眼裡只有錢，所有旁觀者都看得出來
Hope the hour is long when Im rolling out with your tongue
他們故意讓弱者變得更加弱智，我存在於這個世界的目的就是為了喚醒你
The man above is my guide, you know my power is strong.
並不是為了自己的利益，我們需要去改變趁我們還有時間

這確實很困難，有些時候我也掙扎著想改變自己
All you menacing freaks, only in it for cheese and the mass control limit was breached.
如果你覺得盲目，我可以為你指明前方，我只需要你進入我病態的思想
FUCK HIP-HOP!

They only in it for cheese, and any eye witness can see.
They purposely making the innocent weak, my exsitence on this planets for you.
I aint only here to benefit me, yo we need to make a change while theres still time.
It is hard, and at times I struggle trying to reveal mine.
I can guide you if you feel blind, I just need you to be willing to journey into my Ill Mind