Drama Queen

Through my teeth feels like I lie when I speak
看起來好像我在說謊
I say what I mean but I dont know what I mean
我試圖表達我的想法，但其實我也不知道要說什麼
I wanna do the right thing
我不想要犯錯
I overthink when I think
卻總是過度深思熟慮
I push myself to the brink
我把自己推向了崩潰邊緣
Push through another week
又度過煎熬的一周
Replace meals with nothing
三餐顆粒未食
I stare at the ceiling
我盯著天花板
I focus on breathing
專注於自己的呼吸
Im drama queening
想像自己化身為戲劇女王
On my hands and knees man I dropped all my feelings
匍匐在手和膝蓋上，我已經心灰意冷
Considering leaving Ive lost all my meaning
考慮過離開這個世界，畢竟我已失去生活的意義
I love you I never want to hurt you
我很愛你，從未想過會傷害到你
If I disappoint you leave me if you have to
如果我讓你失望了你就離開我吧
Im trouble and I' m dumb too
我是個棘手的問題，而且還愚不可及
Can't relax and talk smooth
從此以後很難再輕鬆流利地與你暢談
Can't settle around you
不能待在你身旁
Numb is what I must do
我變得麻木不仁
Numb is how I get through
只能以漠不關心的藉口來熬過這一時期
I never want to hurt you
我從未想過要傷害你
If I disappoint you leave me if you have to
如果我讓你失望了你就離開我吧
Im trouble and I'm dumb too
我是個棘手的問題，而且還愚不可及
Can't relax and talk smooth
很難再用輕鬆愉悅的口吻與你交流了
Can't settle around you
再也不能陪著你了
Numb is what I must do
我變得麻木不仁
Numb is how I get through
只能以漠不關心的藉口來熬過這一時期
Rolled myself into pain with my own two hands
終日以淚洗面
You're not a game but ill cheat out of our plans
對你的感情絕非兒戲，但病魔打斷了我們的計劃
If I call you're my friend but I forced all what I said
倘若哪天我改口喚你為摯友，那一定是我強迫自己說出的違心話啊
Theres a pit in my stomach but ill show up again
病魔在我胃裡滋生，周而復始
Replace me with someone
你卻移情別戀
I don't think ill last long
我不覺得病魔會伴我終身
Each day is a problem
每天的生活都成了問題
Each song is my last one
每首歌都可能是我的最後一首歌
I've been feeling so rotten
我已疲憊不堪
Like I left me here sitting
就像你把我丟在這裡，讓我一個人面對這一切
Considering leaving Ive lost all my meaning
考慮過離開這個世界，畢竟我已失去生活的意義
I love you I always seem to hurt you
我好愛你啊，儘管這似乎會傷害到你
If I disappoint you leave me if you have to
如果我讓你失望了你就離開我吧
Im trouble and I'm dumb too
我是個棘手的問題，而且還愚不可及
Can't relax and talk smooth
很難再用輕鬆愉悅的口吻與你交流了
Can't settle around you
再也不能陪著你了
Numb is what I must do
我變得麻木不仁
Numb is how I get through
只能以漠不關心的藉口來熬過這一時期
I never want to hurt you
我不想讓你心碎
If I disappoint you leave me if you have to
如果我讓你失望了你就離開我吧
Im trouble and I'm dumb too
我是個棘手的問題，而且還愚不可及
Can't relax and talk smooth
很難再用輕鬆愉悅的口吻與你交流了
Can't settle around you
再也不能陪著你了
Numb is what I must do
我變得麻木不仁
Numb is how I get through
只能以漠不關心的藉口來熬過這一時期