Happier Than Ever

When Im away from you
Im happier than ever
Wish I could explain it better
I wish it wasnt true
Give me a day or two
To think of something clever
To write myself a letter
To tell me what to do, mm-mm
Do you read my interviews?
Or do you skip my avenue?
When you said you were passing through
Was I even on your way?
I knew when I asked you to (when I asked you to)
Be cool about what I was telling you
Youd do the opposite of what you said youd do (what you said youd do)
And Id end up more afraid
Dont say it isnt fair
You clearly werent aware that you made me miserable
So if you really wanna know
When Im away from you (when Im away from you)
Im happier than ever (Im happier than ever)
Wish I could explain it better (wish I could explain it better)
I wish it wasnt true, mm-mm
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You called me again, drunk in your Benz
Driving home under the influence
You scared me to death, but Im wasting my breath
Cause you only listen to your f- friends
I dont relate to you
I dont relate to you, no
Cause Id never treat me this sh-
You made me hate this city
And I dont talk sh- about you on the internet
Never told anyone anything bad
Cause that sh- embarrassing, you were my everything
And all that you did was make me f- sad
So dont waste the time I dont have
And dont try to make me feel bad
I could talk about every time that you showed up on time
But Id have an empty line, cause you never did
Never paid any mind to my mother or friends, so I
Shut them all out for you cause I was a kid
You ruined everything good
Always said you were misunderstood
Made all my moments your own
Just f- leave me alone