death in my pocket

I got death in my pocket and nothing but time
我怀揣著死亡的想法倒計著時間
All these bones in the closet, in the back of my mind
將我的骨肉隱匿起來深藏於我的腦海中
I just leave 'em there, I don't even care, no
我將其留放在那兒毫無在乎
Holding up the flare, I could use a prayer, oh
舉起火炬我要誠心祈禱一番
I got death in my pocket, but I feel so alive
我怀揣著死亡的想法**仍存活在世
Don't know, why but it feels like my world is crashing down
不知為何我的世界正在支離崩解
I just bought a brand
我剛買了輛新車
(****, starting to hesitate to get this flash here)
（起初我猶豫著以後是否需要來到此一遊)
Don't know why, but it feels like my world is crashing down
不知為何我的世界正在支離崩解
I just bought a brand new car, I want to crash it now
我剛買了一輛新車現在想發瘋將其撞壞
How much darkness does it take to get this flashy now?
如今需要熬過多少黑夜才能變得迎來耀眼曙光
I lose a piece of my soul when the camera flashes
當照相機閃光時我失去了部分靈魂
So I 'm asking every fan who's questioning my passion
因此我問每一個質疑我的粉絲
Thinking I'm caught up in fashion or that I forgot my past
想想日益沉迷名牌而忘卻了過去的自己
I understand that I'm just a dropout, I don't have the answer
只知道我是個輟學生罷了我也學不懂那些
I became a dad so young, I ain 't know how to use them Pampers
我從小就狂妄著從不會伺候任何人
Baby mama's food stamps kept my stomach full
小妞的食材沒有了都被我全懟進了胃裡。
I had to make a plan 'cause now my family needed me to make a wrap
我必須想個法子只因此刻我的家需要挺身而出
And me & Slim back at that address
我和Slim回到那老地方
Hundred twenty eight, we trapping
我們身處困境
Writing lyrics down on napkins
在餐巾上寫下歌詞
Room so small, we share a mattress
小居室里共用一張床墊
Look what happened
看看發生了什麼
I got death in my pocket and nothing but time
我怀揣著死亡的想法倒計著時間
All these bones in the closet, in the back of my mind
將我的骨肉隱匿起來深藏於我的腦海中
I just leave 'em there, I don't even care, no
我將其留放在那兒毫無在乎
Holding up the flare, I could use a prayer, oh
舉起火炬我要誠心祈禱一番
I got death in my pocket, but I feel so alive
我怀揣著死亡的想法**仍存活在世
Don't know how I get so high, but I'm not passing out
不知為何我異常興奮卻又不會昏迷倒地
I guess the drugs are in my blood, hope I don't pass it down
我想我的血液裡有濁物希望這不會遺傳下去
Hope I'm allowed to see my baby get a cap and gown
希望我看到我的孩子他們會實現他們的夢想
' Cause doctors told my daddy won't be here a year from now
只因醫生說我爸壽命將至期限一年
Yeah, my first reaction is to punch in the wall until it's cracking
是的我的第一反應就是錘牆直到它炸裂
Both my knuckles shattered, don't ask what the ****'s the mattter
我的兩指關節都錘碎了別問這是啥情況
I've been battling the fact I lost my closest to cancer
我始終正與癌症做著鬥爭
The only thing she asked was for me and him to get closer
她的唯一要求就是希望我早點死
But I hung up too fast, went to sleep in and then she passed
但我匆匆掛完電話繼續沉**頭之後她就走了
You've been silent seven years, it took that to get us back
你已沉默了七年是該讓你我重新振作起來了
We all needed second chances, I've been bottling the sadness
我們都需要第二次機會壓抑悲傷深藏心底
I guess I'm just happy that we finally got to bury s**t before the casket
我想我會很樂意的我們終於在棺材前掩埋了一切
I got death in my pocket and nothing but time
我怀揣著死亡的想法倒計著時間
All these bones in the closet, in the back of my mind
將我的骨肉隱匿起來深藏於我的腦海中
I just leave 'em there, I don't even care, no
我將其留放在那兒毫無在乎
Holding up the flare, I could use a prayer, oh
舉起火炬我要誠心祈禱一番
I got death in my pocket, but I feel so alive
我怀揣著死亡的想法**仍存活在世
I think I'm ready to die tonight
我想我今晚要離世了
It's ****ed up 'cause I ain't lived half my life
因為我活不過這半輩子的
I saw the devil and passed him like
我眼見了魔鬼在他身邊經過
'You tryna **** up my afterlife'
“你想搞清楚我的來世”
But I don't even care, you can keep me there, yeah
你可以把我留在那裡但我不會在乎
Holding up a flare, I needed a prayer, yeah
舉起火炬我要祈禱一番
I got death in my pocket
我怀揣著死亡的想法
But I feel so alive
**仍存活在世