IM not OK

My last smile was a while ago
上次露出笑靨已是久遠的往事
I can show you my fears and how wild I go
向你一展我內心的驚恐與瘋狂
I got tattoo tears on my mind I know
心中勾勒淚珠刺青
That they're really my favorite
卻是我最為喜愛的裝飾
Everything's changing
凡事都在變化
Nothing stays the same, but the heart break
哪有永不更迭的事物而唯獨心碎難以逃避
Hole in my chest
我胸口的洞
Can't see it but it's heart-shaped baby
雖不可見卻恰好呈現心形親愛的
Pour pain in a champagne glass
斟滿苦痛的香檳杯
Seat belt for my feelings
安全帶係緊以免我感情用事
Cause I know it won't last with you
因為我深知與你定不會長久

I'm not ok
我深陷不安
Excuse the screaming
請原諒我尖聲喊叫
I just thought you needed to know
我只是覺得你需要知道
I'm not ok
我很不好
Don 't you worry, I've got everything in control
別擔心雖掌控一切
I'm not ok
我仍心有餘悸
I'm nervous, struggling to be perfect
我內心緊張焦慮苦苦追求完美
And that's ok
但這也沒關係
I'm hurting, and finally got the nerve to say
我身受創痛終於鼓起勇氣說出口
I'm not ok
我深陷不安

Ten miles down a winding road
十里飄飄曲徑迴盪心緒
Tin-roof raindrops that remind me of you
錫頂雨滴墜落如夢迴你身旁
Fourteen karat solid gold teardrops in my coffee
咖啡中十四克拉的黃金淚滴
Look at what you cost me
瞧我為你付出代價
And I would leave it all in a heartbeat
我即刻拋下一切遠走高飛
Found the lighter that you left in the car seat
車座上發現你遺落的打火機
Yeah yeah
Yeah yeah
I'mma set fire to the whole thing
我將焚毀過往一切
But it wouldn't do much cause I won't be over you
可我無法將你忘懷

I'm not ok
我深陷不安
Excuse the screaming
請原諒我尖聲喊叫
I just thought you needed to know
我只是覺得你需要知道
I'm not ok
我很不好
Don't you worry, I've got everything in control
別擔心雖掌控一切
I'm not ok
我仍心有餘悸
I'm nervous, struggling to be perfect
我內心緊張焦慮苦苦追求完美
And that's ok
但這也沒關係
I'm hurting, and finally got the nerve to say
我身受創痛終於鼓起勇氣說出口

Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
I'm not ok
我很不好
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
I'm not o...
我深陷不安
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
I'm not ok
我很不好
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh

I'm not ok
我深陷不安
Excuse the screaming
請原諒我尖聲喊叫
I just thought you needed to know
我只是覺得你需要知道
I'm not ok
我很不好
Don't you worry, I' ve got everything in control
別擔心雖掌控一切
I'm not ok
我仍心有餘悸
I'm nervous, struggling to be perfect
我內心緊張焦慮苦苦追求完美
And that's ok
但這也沒關係
I'm hurting, and finally got the nerve to say
我身受創痛終於鼓起勇氣說出口