nor Eason

I think that everything getting ****ed up for too long
****** up for too long…
似乎早已習慣一敗塗地…
I wanna say sorry to my family
無顏面對我的家人
To the people who always helped me
那些救我於水火的陌生人
Even though I was living so selfishly
曾自私自利得活過太久
I just wish they could see the things that I have seen
如今卻渴望個容我哭訴的庇護
I wanna learn how to not harm me
我懂得、得學著保護自己
Cause late at night my thoughts are ****** haunting
操蛋的空想總在深夜對我冷嘲熱諷
I got this pain so deep inside
心臟深處的劇痛
It drives me insane but it keeps me alive
拉扯我、給予我生不如死的實感
I don't see a reason, never had a reason
不懂所謂的理由、沒有所謂的藉口
To keep on breathing, with nothing to believe in
為了所謂的喘息、丟棄所謂的信任
I don't see a reason, I never had a reason
不懂所謂的理由、沒有所謂的藉口
To keep on breathing, with nothing to believe in
為了所謂的喘息、丟棄所謂的信任
I was just a tweaked out kid
伴有毒癮發作時的抽搐
Didn 't know I'd end up like this
誰知道會不會就此死去?
Thought that sadness was just a phase
悲傷大概僅局限於開始
Now I'm paying to phase out everyday
血液在不分日夜的干涸
I ain't never had no direction
早已遺失最後一絲方向
Used to look in glass pipes for reflections
我對著剔透的煙管沉思
Never meant to put yall thru this
伸不出力所能及的援手
I just can't grasp why I ******* exist
猜不透這操蛋的存在感
I don't see a reason, never had a reason
不懂所謂的理由、沒有所謂的藉口
To keep on breathing, with nothing to believe in
為了所謂的喘息、丟棄所謂的信任
I don't see a reason, I never had a reason
不懂所謂的理由、沒有所謂的藉口
To keep on breathing, with nothing to believe in
為了所謂的喘息、丟棄所謂的信任