Demons

All I ever wanted was to see
我只想要看到
All I ever wanted was to breathe
我只想要喘口氣
I don't know what's happening to me
我不知道我是怎麼了
But I got some demons, demons
但我有一些心魔
All I ever wanted was to see
我只想要看到
All I ever wanted was to breathe
我只想要喘口氣
I don't know what's happening to me
我不知道我是怎麼了
But I got some, but I got some demons
但我有一些，但我有一些心魔
Still inside of my room
還是在我的房間
Still don't know what I'm doing
是不是不知道我在做什麼
Still lost, still tryna figure out what to do
還在迷失，還在試著弄明白我該怎麼做
You wanna talk? I'm not in the mood
你想聊聊？我沒這個心情
I'm paralysed and I'm tryna...
我動彈不得而且我試著......
You know what? **** it
你猜怎麼著？去他的
I got so many issues I cannot explain it
我有太多的疑慮無法解釋
I know what I'm feeling but I can't relay it
我知道我的感受但我無法表達
I'm so out of touch 'cause my derealisation
因為現實感喪失所以我與外界脫節了
I don't feel alive and my mind it keeps racing
我感覺不到我還活著但我的思維不停跳躍
My anxiety's high and my life is outrageous
我的作息不規律讓我的焦慮情緒高漲
I'm not the same I can feel it I am changing
我知道我變得不一樣了
Can't get out of my head I've been barricaded
我被封鎖在我的腦海裡無法逃離
I' m losing my mind and I'm trying to save it, but can't
我試著拯救我逐漸失去的理智，但我做不到
You ever been in a position?
你有過這種處境嗎？
Where you feel lost and nobody listens
感到迷失卻無人傾聽
Layin' on your bed, staring at the ceiling
躺在床上，盯著天花板
Eyes tearin' up ' cause the way that you're feeling
因為情緒而淚水充盈
I'm feeling like me, I have always been in it
我的情緒就像我一樣，深陷其中
Why does it feel like I've always been different?
為什麼感覺我一直與眾不同
Why does it feel like a part of me's missing?
為什麼感覺我的一部分正在消失中
Deep in depression like how'd I fall in it?
深深的沉浸在抑鬱中就像我是如何深陷其中
Like where did I go wrong?
就像我哪裡做錯了
I haven't felt normal in so long
很久都沒感覺到正常的狀態了
I'm closed off
我被封鎖在其中了
My anxiety spikes every night so it makes it harder for me to doze off
每個夜晚焦慮激增這讓我很難小睡片刻
That's real, so shut up and save it
這都是真實的，所以省省力氣把嘴閉上
The nerve of some of you to think I would fake it
你們中居然有人認為我是裝的
If you think I'm happy you're sadly mistaken
如果你認為我很幸福那你就是大錯特錯
I run from my demons when I should just face 'em , damn
當我該面對我的心魔時我卻逃跑了
All I ever wanted was to see
我只想要看到
All I ever wanted was to breathe
我只想要喘口氣
I don't know what's happening to me
我不知道我是怎麼了
But I got some demons, demons
但我有一些心魔
All I ever wanted was to see
我只想要看到
All I ever wanted was to breathe
我只想要喘口氣
I don't know what's happening to me
我不知道我是怎麼了
But I got some, but I got some, demons
但我有一些，但我有一些心魔
Still inside of my room
還是在我房間
Still don't know what I'm doing
還是不知道我在做什麼
Still lost, still tryna figure out what to do
還在迷失，還在試著弄清楚我該做什麼
You think you know me? You don't
你以為你了解我？並不
I have a dream you'll leave me alone
我有個夢想就是你會離我遠點
I have a nightmare of losing control
我有個無法控制的夢魘
****
In a bad place, what was the outcome?
在不合適的地點後果會怎樣
Me stalling not dropping an album?
我沒拖延過一張專輯
The world waiting on me but I'm waiting 'til I find myself so please don't ask me 'How come it ain't here Sik? I need you to go ham'
全世界都在等我但我還在尋找自我所以煩請別問
Talk shit to me but you don't understand
“Sik為什麼它不在這裡，我要你更賣力的表演”
Talking about 'Sik if you don't drop shit I' mma straight dip, say bye to a fan'
和我說些廢話但你並不懂我
Stressed out when music is my job
說“Sik你要放下這些，不然我就脫粉讓你少一個粉”
Lately, it feels like I'm losing my mind
把音樂作為工作我感到壓力山大
Sick of the fake smile when deep down
最近我感覺我就要發瘋
You can tell I got a lot going on
內心深處厭倦了那些虛假的笑容
I've been hiding my feelings for too long
你知道我很忙
I never felt like I ever belonged
我的情緒被我隱藏
Its hard to say how I feel, so I keep it real and rap it in all of my songs, so
我不知道我何去何從
When it drops you gon feel this
很難說出我的感受，所以我保持真實並把情緒用說唱表達
The definition of a realist
當它放下時你能感受到
I am imperfect but that makes me perfect
現實主義者的定義
I create my music from the pain I deal with
我的不完美造就了我的完美
But I'm still lost, tryna find a way
我說好了要從痛苦中創造我的音樂
Laying in bed, yeah I'm wide awake
但我還在迷失，試著找到一條康莊大道
I don't know what I'm tryna say
躺在床上，是的我很清醒
I guess what I'm tryna say is
話到嘴邊說不出口
All I ever wanted was to see
我猜我想說的是..
All I ever wanted was to breathe
我只想要看到
I don't know what's happening to me
我只想要喘口氣
But I got some demons, demons
我不知道我是怎麼了
All I ever wanted was to see
但我有一些心魔
All I ever wanted was to breathe
我只想要看到
I don't know what's happening to me
我只想要喘口氣
But I got some, but I got some demons
我不知道我是怎麼了