Fluorescent Grey

I woke up
in the middle of the night
I called out
I called your name
Patiently, patiently
patiently, patiently
I called out
Why do I dream so often
of his body when
his body will decay
His flesh will be fluorescent grey
His flesh will be fluorescent grey
Patiently, patiently
patiently, patiently
You were my god
You were my god
in high school
He let me down
He let me down
Patiently, patiently
patiently, patiently
(Please shoot me)
(Please shoot me)