LOFI MANIFESTO

I'm not sure how to feel anymore
我不知道該如何去感受了
Getting out of bed lately, seems like a chore
睡到很晚才起床，感覺人生真是乏味無聊的工作
And every time I love, swear my heart's still sore
我發誓我對你每一次的愛戀，我的心都在痛
I can't go on like this no more
我不能再這樣下去了
I don't wanna let go, but I'm worried I may have
我不想放手，但我擔心我會
Wish that I could redo, give my life another chance
真希望我能重新來過，再給我一次人生，再一個機會
Cause' I'm afraid I may have lost something I can't get back
因為我害怕已經失去了一些我無法挽回的東西
And I'm searching, I've always been searching
我在尋找，我一直在尋找
Wanna be myself but I know I can't
想做我自己但我知道我做不到
I like playing hoping I don't land
我喜歡戲弄別人的期望
All this pain started crying I laugh
他們撕心裂肺地開始痛苦時我笑了
No heart, no posting, I'm cold and fagged
我沒有心，沒任何消息，我冷的顫顫發抖又精疲力盡
Ever since birth I've been a one-man band
自從我出生開始我就是只是一個人的樂隊
Never talk in front of me, guess they love my back
他們從來不在我面前講話，我猜他們愛在我後面嚼舌根
I just been chilling, posting, and counting my stacks
我只是被恐嚇，被發我的醜聞，然後叫我數那些書堆
Baby come over make my forget my past
過來吧寶貝讓我忘記過去
And I don't wanna complain
我不想抱怨
And I don't wanna change
我也不想改變
My heart is broke , losing hope
我的心真的碎了，沒有了希望
Life is a game that I'm losing
生活就是一場我正在輸掉的遊戲
Tryna learn to love myself is so confusing
試著學會愛自己真是讓人難以理解
Everybody that I know just wants to use me
我認識的每個人都只是想利用我
And I know myself
我了解我自己
(Okay)Lately I ain't feeling like myself, no
（好吧）最近我感覺不像我自己了，不
Shawty broke my heart and I shit her like hell damn
我的寶貝傷了我的心，我
I been reminiscing just to see where Ifell
我一直在回憶著我是在哪裡被擊倒了
I been so lost and my words won't form
我迷路了，話也說不出來
Don't know if I can go on anymore
我不知道我還能不能繼續走下去
Getting out of bed feels like a chore(yeah)
起床後就感覺人生真是乏味無聊的工作
* *** it I ain't gonna sing no more
我也不會再唱下去了
I ain't gonna sing no more damn
該死的我不會再唱下去了
I'm never satisfied
我從不滿足
Always say I could do better
總是說我可以做的更好
Can I help the way, I feel this life
感受著這樣的生活，我可以找到解決的方法嗎
It changes with the weather
他改變地就像天氣一樣陰晴不定
Someone tell me what is happening
有人告訴我發生什麼了
Am I just overreacting
我是不是反應過度了
Is our love really everlasting
我們的愛真的永恆嗎
Guess we'll find out and I try
我猜我們會發現的，我正在嘗試
(Yeah)I been tryna write my feelings inside a page but
（喲）我正嘗試在紙上寫下我的感受，但
I don 't think it's working cus' I'm writing everyday
但我不覺得這起了什麼作用因為我每天都在寫
All my homies try to tell me that I'm faking all the pain but
我所有的朋友都想告訴我我只是假裝很痛苦，但
They don't even know me or the words that Imma say so
但他們從來都不了解我或者理解我說的話
I think I be giving in, call me inconsiderate(yeah)
我覺得我是在對他們屈服，誰叫我不替他人著想呢（喲）
Imma dissapear with no evidence
我消失得無影無踪
Sorry I'm a pessimist
對不起，我是個悲觀主義者
Don't know what a lesson is
不知道什麼是教訓
When I attempt to learn, I just forget and try to guess again
當我試圖去學的時候，我忘記了並且再猜一次
I'm not sure how to feel anymore
我不知道該如何去感受了
Seems like every time I write I swear my words won't form
好像我每次都在不停地寫但我發誓我一句話也說不出來
And suffocate on heights that were easy before
以前身處高處的時候我會輕易地感到窒息
I can't go on like this no more
我真的不能再這樣下去了
No more, no
一點 也不行了