Sometimes

The blessings never late so imma give it a raise,
祝愿永不會遲到所以我準備給它升值
my daddy told me happiness is something that you create
我的父親曾告訴我幸福有時需要自己創造
but I ain't feeling so creative lately,
但最近我卻感覺毫無創造力
I just wanna stay home and make beats or sleep for 8 weeks either way,
我只想呆在家中做著伴奏抑或是睡上八周也行
now my whole life feeling cooler,
如今我的生活不同凡響
now I know that passports get thick when it's fuller,
如今我知道給護照蓋章的時候會更厚
and this life thing don't really come with a ruler man
生活並非由他人掌管
so I'm not trippin that I still don't have my own jeweler (yet)
所以我不會就此懈怠我還沒有擁有自己獨創的珠寶商
in other words I don't like to compare,
抑或是我不喜歡作比較
I just turned 20 and my goal's to feel 28
我差不多剛剛奔二目標是在二十八歲那年干出一番大事
without the back pain, stress, and the problems in bed
沒有背負疼痛強壓附身以及失眠的煩擾
just the achievements, wisdom and the couple of friends,
我只不過有摯友相伴創下愈來愈多的成就滿腦子聰慧點子
until then I'll be like movies with no plot yeah the bad ones,
直至那時候我或許會像劣質電影一樣沒有好的故事情節
I skip the drama and get right to the action
我不會與戲精們糾纏不清我只想迅速行動
F**k looking for enemies I got more friends than Brockhampton
尋覓敵人只不過我的朋友比Brockhampton的人數還要多
they give me honest opinions I don't deal with the gassin man..
他們給了我誠至的建議我不願意故弄玄虛的傢伙廝混
Feelin like I ain't s**t sometimes,
有時候感覺活得併不像自己
I expect too much sometimes,
有時對自己的期望太高遠
tell myself gotta move on with life,
所以我告訴自己我得好好面對我的生活
cuz even Drake gets booed sometimes ay
因為即便是Drake這般人物都會面對著爭議
I'm done livin' in disguise,
我不願將自己偽裝起來
not everybody's perfect every time,
並不是每個人何時都是完美的
boutta make sure 2020 lookin real life
但我確信2020年我會過著自己最真實的生活
can't depend on nobody else to get myself right
我不會以他人為鏡改正自己的錯誤
and
I don't know if what I'm doing's right,
我也不知道是否我做的是對的
It feels good so guess it's fine,
我感覺還好我猜或許真的這樣無恙吧
you don't like it we can fight,
倘若你不喜歡那我們就來競爭一下吧
if you can't tell I'm done with tellin lies,
如果你無法說出口的話也別說謊因為我早就受夠了翩飛謊言
done with tears up in my eyes,
早就受夠了淚水盈眶
I ain't fakin no more smiles
我也不願強顏歡笑
(there you go!)
It ain't a walk in the park I prefer to run! (3x)
相比在公園裡漫步我更喜歡急速狂奔
I don't care that I fell imma make this jump (3x)
我不在乎摔得慘痛因為我會猛然跳起
even if I don't I became too numb (3x)
即便我沒有這樣做我或許會麻痺不堪
even if I fall at least I'm havin fun
即便我遇江河日下之處境但我也曾享受過樂趣
Used to never go to the parties...
曾經的我從來都不回去參加派對
used to never wanna drink the Bacardis...
也從來不和百加得酒
wouldn't do it if my parents allowed it...
即便父母同意我也不會這樣做
also cuz I used to hate when it's crowded ( things change)
從前的我厭倦身處人潮擁擠(如今卻物是人非)
she told me that she ran out of condoms...
她告訴我她已經用完了***
told her that I'd never do it without it...
我和她說沒有安全保障我也不碰你一根毫毛
I don't wanna get too detailed about it.. .
我不會再詳細說了
but we all broke a rule for somebody,
但我們總有為了他人破戒的時候
like once, twice, three, times,
一次兩次三次
things don't change when you try to be wise,
當你嘗試變得頭腦精明的時候或許事情並不會改變
people still trash when you try to be nice,
當你嘗試善待他人時有些人內心卻依舊險惡
so don't expect me to fake anymore smiles for you,
所以別期盼著我會對你強顏歡笑
I got real smiles to save,
相比這樣我更願意綻放真實的笑顏
if I'm debuting my acting then I better get paid
倘若我出去表演一趟我會賺的盆滿缽滿
man cuz this face ain't free, the lies ain't free,
伙計因為我這張臉不輕易露面說謊的人也終會為自己付出代價
matter of fact I need to get paid just to be me
事實上我需要賺得富到流油才是真正的我
but..
但是
Feelin like I ain't s**t sometimes,
有時候感覺活得併不像自己
I expect too much sometimes,
有時對自己的期望太高遠
Feelin like I'm good with mine
即便認為自己過得還不錯
this life ain't feel so right
但生活卻總是那般不如意
I'm done livin' in disguise,
我已經受夠了偽裝自己
not everybody's perfect every time,
並不是每個人何時都是完美的
boutta make sure 2020 lookin real life
但我確信2020年我會過著自己最真實的生活
can't depend on nobody else to get myself right
我不會以他人為鏡改正自己的錯誤
and
I don't know if what I'm doing's right,
我也不知道是否我做的是對的
It feels good so guess it's fine,
我感覺還好我猜或許真的這樣無恙吧
you don't like it we can fight,
倘若你不喜歡那我們就來競爭一下吧
if you can't tell I'm done with tellin lies,
如果你無法說出口的話也別說謊因為我早就受夠了翩飛謊言
done with tears up in my eyes,
早就受夠了淚水盈眶
I ain't fakin no more smiles
我也不願強顏歡笑
(there you go!)
It ain' t a walk in the park I prefer to run! (3x)
相比在公園裡漫步我更喜歡急速狂奔
I don't care that I fell imma make this jump (3x)
我不在乎摔得慘痛因為我會猛然跳起
even if I don't I became to numb (3x)
即便我沒有這樣做我或許會麻痺不堪
even if I fall at least I' m havin fun
即便我遇江河日下之處境但我也曾享受過樂趣
I don't know if what I'm doing's right,
我也不知道是否我做的是對的
It feels good so guess it's fine,
我感覺還好我猜或許真的這樣無恙吧
you don't like it we can fight,
倘若你不喜歡那我們就來競爭一下吧
if you can't tell I'm done with tellin lies,
如果你無法說出口的話也別說謊因為我早就受夠了翩飛謊言
done with tears up in my eyes,
早就受夠了淚水盈眶
I ain’t fakin no more smiles
我也不願強顏歡笑