hurt you

Woke up in the middle of the night
深夜驚醒
Scars on my knees blood dripping down to the bottom of my feet
膝蓋傷疤裂開鮮血淌到腳底
My mind feels weak
忽感虛弱至極
Trace my footsteps back a few hours
追溯數小時前的行為
I might have said some things to her in a fuxked up state
我可能在混亂狀態對她說了不好的話
So stupid of me
我真蠢
She says
她說
It aint the first time probably wont be the last
這不是第一次大概也不會是最後一次
Im sick of hearing your excuses
我聽膩了你的藉口
I havent slept in days and by now all of your apologies are useless
我好幾天沒睡而你的道歉一文不值
Ive done everything I can to sympathize
我已盡我所能去感同身受
But I think Ive finally reached my limit
但我想現在終於達到極限
Im walking away
我要走了
Walking away
離開你
Baby anything you want
寶貝你想要什麼都行
I know Ive complicated things
我知道我把事情搞複雜了
Ive been crawling in the dark
我一直在黑暗中爬行
But I swear to god Ill get myself cleam
但我發誓我會把自己弄乾淨
Cant imagine where Id be without your love
無法想像沒有你的愛我會在哪裡
This time I promise I wont let you down
這次我保證不會讓你失望
Baby your the only one that hears my voice when Im screaming
寶貝你是我尖叫時唯一能聽到我聲音的人
Nobody else in this world can change the colors of the sky like you do
世界上沒有人能像你一樣改變天空的顏色
I admit that I was wrong, couldnt control any of my feelings
我承認我錯了未能控制好氾濫的感情
You see I want you to know I was running from myself
你看我想讓你知道我只是在逃避自己
I never meant to hurt you
我從沒想過要傷害你
Never meant to hurt you, no, no
從沒想過會傷害你我沒有未曾
Yeah-yeah, yeah-yeah
Yeah-yeah-yeah, ooh-yeah
I get messed up ever night
我每晚都搞得一團糟
Always
總是如此
Start with five shots just to level me out
先幹五杯把我排除在外
Walk the streets till the sunrise
沿街遊蕩直至旭日東昇
Everyday
從無例外
Sounds like ground zero bombs flaring inside
我的內心似乎正在劇烈爆炸
I know Im out of control
我知道我失控了
Just trying to fill up the holes
一味渴望把空洞填滿
Trying to make things better
努力讓事情變得更好
Dont want you to go
只求你別離開
I promise this will be the last time
我保證這是最後一次
Im gonna change my ways
我一定會改變我自己
Baby anything you want
我會滿足你的一切願望
Ill do anything to please
我會做任何事討你歡心
Ive been crawling in the dark
我已身處黑暗泥濘太久
But I swear to god Ill get myself clean
但我發誓我會脫胎換骨
Cant imagine where Id be without your love
無法想像沒有你的愛我要如何過活
This time I promise I wont let you down
我保證不會再讓你失望
Baby your the only one that hears my voice when Im screaming
寶貝你是唯一能聽到我絕望呼聲的人
Nobody else in this world can change the colors of the sky like you do
世上再無人似你能改變我天空的顏色
I admit that I was wrong, couldnt control any of my feelings
我真的錯了沒能好好控制住情緒
You see I want you to know I was running from myself
你知道我只是一直在逃避自己
I never meant to hurt you
我怎麼膽敢傷害你
Baby your the only one that hears my voice when Im screaming
寶貝你是唯一能聽見我絕望嘶吼的人
Nobody else in this world can change the colors of the sky like you do
世上再無人如你輕易改變我天空的色彩
I admit that I was wrong, couldnt control any of my feelings
我承認我錯了沒能控制住糟糕情緒
You see I want you to know I was running from myself
你知道我只是一直想逃離自己
I never meant to hurt you
但我從未想過傷害你
Never meant to hurt you
絕對不曾想要傷害你
I never meant to hurt you
我絕不願傷害你
You see I want you to know I was running from myself
我只是想告訴你我正在擺脫我自己
I never meant to hurt you
我從未想傷害你