Desperation

Oh, cant you tell me what makes me fell this way?
Its overwhelming, obscuring all my days.
Give me a reason to carry on for more.
The change of season, it undermines my core.
A constant darkness coating me,
I cannot see you, no more...
Excuse me for the things
Ive said, if
I could change it
Id be glad , it is just, it drives me to desperation, to desperation.
Theres no solution,
Im heading for the end.
The consecution is lying in my hand.
A constant streaming, opening me .
I cannot feel you, no more...
Forgive me all the things
Ive made for peace of mind, now its too late, it is just, it drives me to desperation.
Excuse me for the things
Ive said, if
I could change it
Ill be glad, it is just, it drives me to desperation, to desperation.